Goodbye Love ~ Rent

I hear, there are great restaurants out West

Some of the best, how could she?

How could you let her go? 

You just don't know
How could we lose Angel?

Maybe you'll see why When you stop escaping your pain At least now if you try

Angel's death won't be in vain
His death is in vain

Are you insane? 

There's so much to care about There's me, there's Mimi

Mimi's got her baggage too,

so do you

Who are you to tell me what I know What to do?

A friend but 

Who Mark are you?

"Mark has got his work", they say"Mark lives for his work and Mark's in love with his work"Mark hides in his work
From what? 

From facing your failure Facing your loneliness Facing the fact you live a lie
Yes, you live a lie, tell you why You're always preaching not to be numb When that's how you thrive
You pretend to create and observe When you really detach from feeling alive 

Perhaps it's because I'm the one of us to survive
Poor baby, 

Mimi still loves you Are you really jealous Or afraid that Mimi's weak?

Mimi did look pale
Mimi's gotten thin Mimi's running out of time And you're running out the door

No more, I've gotta go
Hey, for someone who's always been let down Who's heading out of town?

For someone who longs for a community of his own Who's with his camera alone?

I'll call, I hate the fall 

You heard? Every word
You don't want baggage Without lifetime guarantees You don't want to watch me die
I just came to say goodbye love Goodbye love, came to say goodbye love Goodbye
Just came to say Goodbye love, goodbye love Goodbye love, goodbye

Glory, one blaze of Glory, I have to find
Please don't touch me, understand I'm scared I need to go away

I know a place, a clinic, a rehab? Maybe could you? I'll pay
Goodbye love, goodbye love Came to say goodbye love, goodbye Just came to say goodbye love Goodbye love, goodbye love

Hello, disease

It is a new year... I love a lovely Christmas.  It stated of early with a visit from "He who shall not be named" old best fiend ... not that he's old they are just not best friends anymore.  It was super we chatted about life and other things that needed do be talked about.  That was Monday... Friday The Coach and The Champ came up for the weekend. Friday night I worked so they came to the bar.  Saturday we went bowling saw The Hobbit then when to bar.  Sunday we headed back to the bar I work at for some football.  That way I could watch the Packers and They could watch the Colts.  Then they headed home.  I was sad to see them go but didn't have much time to think about it because my Family from the south got here then next day.  I opened and closed to bar on Christmas eve leaving just in time to make it to Midnight mass with my family.  My sister Her husband and their Irish triples stayed with us from Christmas eve until New Years Day.  My house was a whole lot of crazy but looking back I wouldn't change it. I worked spend time with my family got a cold and worked some more.  I am getting on a large boat in about 16 days.  The BF#3 and I are thinking about sending a weekend in the dells.  It could be fun and after being ways for a week I may need a break again.  LOL. I am spending the evening in my bed adding more music to my iPhone.  I need a life.  

I have already worked 32 hours this week and have 3 shifts left... I lost my voice working new years eve.... it's slowly but surely coming back.  I have two banquets this weekend so I'm hopeful it will be back by then...

I have a photo today I didn't find it but I love it

That song is from Rent the musical... one of my all time Favorite movies I am going to watch it as I fall asleep tonight so I thought I would use this song...

Have Faith

K*