What Might Have Been~ Little Texas

Sure I think about you now and then,
but it's been a long, long time.
I've got a good life now, I've moved on,
so when you cross my mind....


I try not to think about what might have been,
Cause that was then,
and we have taken different roads.
We can't go back again,
there's no use giving in,
and there's no way to know, what might have been.

We can sit and talk about this all night long,
and wonder why we didn't last.
Yes, they might be the best days we will ever know,
but we'll have to leave them in the past.

So try not to think about what might have been,
Cause that was then,
and we have taken different roads.
We can't go back again,
there's no use giving in,
and there's no way to know, what might have been.

The same old look in your eyes,
it's a beautiful night,
I'm so tempted to stay.
But too much time has gone by,
we should just say goodbye,
and turn and walk away.

I try not to think about what might have been,
Cause that was then,
and we have taken different roads.
We can't go back again,
there's no use giving in,
and there's no way to know, what might have been.

No, we'll never know....
What might have been.

I'm freshly home from Best Friend #3's house.  We had birnner again.  I'm a fan.  We are both so busy with work and she's back with her X (who will now be known as Mr.Small Town Guy) The BBG has banquet after banquet planned that we haven't had time to get together.  So tonight we made time.  We needed that.  We talked about The Guy who likes to bowl, and Mr. Small town guy.  We talked about her trip to see her dad.  We talked about Breaking Dawn Part 2 (which we will be seeing Thursday night at 10!!!) We talked about Bride #6 and her new baby.  

We talked about Cats and Dogs and life.  We listened to music.  She is starting to understand my love for a county singer that she has never like.  We talked about He who Shall Not be Named, and who it bugs me so much that he is dating someone new.  The more I have thought about it the more I know its not that I want him back.  He's no longer the man I fell in love with all those years ago. Its more that I don't want him to be happy if I'm not.  But as she pointed out I don't need someone to be happy and I need to love myself before anyone else can love me.  So I thought about that.  At the Wal-Mart.  And on the drive home.  I have come to a decision... I already am happy,  Sure I have bad days but who doesn't really. 

I love who I have grown into. And I don't regret being with him.  Some of the choices I am or may not have made but I know that if it were not for him and everything we went thought I would not be the strong, smart, happy, loving and BEAUTIFUL person I am today( I say beautiful like that because on more then one occasion I question that more then anything else).  I don't need a man to make me happy.  I need my Family and Friends.  So it being November and all with everyone saying what they are thankful for I am Thankful for the important people in my life... and days like today when I can shower and put on clean PJ's (lol)

That's all I wanted today...

Have Faith 

Deuces 

K* 

PS I'm posting some photos that I have...(Don't Freak out BBG BFF I don't have any of us or they would be up... see yo for dinner tomorrow or tonight whenever your reading this {lol})