You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man
Well, you can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know
Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again
I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know
Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean
All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Ok so I'm upset if you can't tell ...
So
Lets start with Mr. Doubtful ...
First I ask him more then once to be straight with me about who he feels and he tell me nothing ... I went out with my friends to a bar or two, and had a drink or fourteenish the more I drank I started texting him giving him an all out pass to tell me anything and he did openly... things that I did want to know and things that I didn't. ( I want to get married and have kids he does not.) So he told me that he kinda likes me but we want different things out of life so he didn't see us working out. I took that well because at least he was telling me something. Then in a TEXT message he told me that he had or has a "crush" on best friend #3. Then he told me that he wants to stay friends and we should still hang out. He was very sorry to tell me the way he did, he was going to tell me Friday night but we were having so much fun together he didn't want to wreck things. Whatever. Then he showed up where I work the next day and acted like nothing happened. Being me I got
over it easily and we stated being just friends. We played pool and he acted like a small child. I once again forgave him for being silly and wrote it off as we changing our relationship to just friends. Things got better as we got more use to being friends and nothing more. Enter Frosted Flakes my new friend
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Ok so I'm upset if you can't tell ...
So
Lets start with Mr. Doubtful ...
First I ask him more then once to be straight with me about who he feels and he tell me nothing ... I went out with my friends to a bar or two, and had a drink or fourteenish the more I drank I started texting him giving him an all out pass to tell me anything and he did openly... things that I did want to know and things that I didn't. ( I want to get married and have kids he does not.) So he told me that he kinda likes me but we want different things out of life so he didn't see us working out. I took that well because at least he was telling me something. Then in a TEXT message he told me that he had or has a "crush" on best friend #3. Then he told me that he wants to stay friends and we should still hang out. He was very sorry to tell me the way he did, he was going to tell me Friday night but we were having so much fun together he didn't want to wreck things. Whatever. Then he showed up where I work the next day and acted like nothing happened. Being me I got
over it easily and we stated being just friends. We played pool and he acted like a small child. I once again forgave him for being silly and wrote it off as we changing our relationship to just friends. Things got better as we got more use to being friends and nothing more. Enter Frosted Flakes my new friend
One random Monday night my BBG BFF's family came in with some friends of papa's work (her papa not mine) and there was this super cute guy Frosted Flakes. I asked her if he was single after finding out that he was. I may or may not have flirted with him. My Boss who is the coolest boss ever (he will be known as CBE) thought it would be a good plan for me to have a beer or four and a shot or six. So Frosted Flakes and I were talking, we shot some pool with the bet being if he beat me he got my phone number. I do play pool ... badly so naturally he got my phone number. We may or may not have shared a kiss or two he may or may not have walked to my BBG BFF's house to sleep then may or may not have picked me up and took me back to my car. Because we left and came back together rumors spread. I was not the happiest about this but I knew nothing would change it so I just knew that is wasn't true so it's whatever. Mr Doubtful heard the rumors and proceeded to call me a whore. needless to day we are not friends anymore. So Frosted Flakes took me to lunch Wednesday we texed everyday here and there for two weeks. We had dinner together on Thursday the next week and made plans to hang out soon and watch a movie. Monday he broke the plans because he was too tired. I can deal with that because he works funny hours sometimes. Wednesday he broke our plans because he was too tired. And proceeded to break our plans for tonight because he was going home for a birthday party for his dad. Don't get me wrong family is SUPER imported so I can't fault him for that but I was upset that he made the planes with me in the first place. OH and that's not even getting into that his X is somehow causing drama where he works somehow ... another story for a another day.
I would like to also say that Mr. Its the Little Things (remember he is someone that Best Friend #3 was talking to) SUCKS thats all I'm going to say about that but know that he is a LOSER who thinks he is the coolest guy and God's gift to woman but he is NOT. He is a jerk and I hope bad things on him like jail time or something. Maybe something even worst if I could think of it
I feel a very small amount better now... Thanks for reading
That's all
Remember to have Faith
Deuces
I would like to also say that Mr. Its the Little Things (remember he is someone that Best Friend #3 was talking to) SUCKS thats all I'm going to say about that but know that he is a LOSER who thinks he is the coolest guy and God's gift to woman but he is NOT. He is a jerk and I hope bad things on him like jail time or something. Maybe something even worst if I could think of it
I feel a very small amount better now... Thanks for reading
That's all
Remember to have Faith
Deuces
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