From where you are~ lifehouse

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you Yeah I miss you

So far away from where you are
I'm standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things 

I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you, yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here


Today and honestly for a bit I've been very home sick. Most of the time I'm pretty good and hiding it. But lately its been getting to be too much. Writing helps. I think its mostly because I can slip away into a world that isn't really and that I'm completely in control of. There are times when I feel someone else is running my life and I just along for the ride. I can't lie there are days that I would be OK with that.

For some reason I have to pull north. I want nothing more then the be sitting at my moms kitchen table knowing that my dad will be home soon out of the corn field for the night, or sitting on the porch at my sisters house 'randomly' drinking a beer with a cigarette and a good book. Maybe having a movie night with my musketeers. I mean honestly there isn't much better then a Sun Drop and popcorn night with your girl friends.    

What is that "they" say 'This too shall Pass' 'Hold your head up and push on' you know all the old saying that "they" say. Whoever "they" are sometimes they got their stuff down and they are right. But there are those other time.... grrr man grrr

Tonight is going to be a long one. I've got fun plans with a good friend!

Have Faith
Deuces