But being and feeling alone was too much to face,
Though everyone said that she was so strong,
What they didn't know is that she could barely carry on,
But she knew that she would be okay,
So she didn't let it get in her way,
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much,
She would always tell herself she could do this
She would use no help it would be just fine
But when it got hard she would lose her focus
So take my hand and we'll be alright
And she knew that she would be okay,
So she didn't let it get in her way,
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much, yeah.
A little too much, I said a little too much, oh
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much yeah!
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much
What they didn't know is that she could barely carry on,
But she knew that she would be okay,
So she didn't let it get in her way,
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much,
She would always tell herself she could do this
She would use no help it would be just fine
But when it got hard she would lose her focus
So take my hand and we'll be alright
And she knew that she would be okay,
So she didn't let it get in her way,
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much, yeah.
A little too much, I said a little too much, oh
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much yeah!
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much
I should be asleep...
Tonight at work some drunk guy lets call him just that The drunk guy asked me to go to a After Bar at on of his friends houses I as nicely as possible told him no Thank you after some back and forth and playful banter between us and his three friends laughing and having a good time he told me that he didn't find me attractive he just wanted to have sex with me. As much as that has happened to me before guys just wanting to have sex with me(hey I work in a bar I get it drunk guys want to have sex... Real life is all guys want to have sex.) I knew that he wanted that, that is why I told him that I was not going to the after bar. I'm NOT the kind of girl that to roll around with you in the dark and the next day act like it never happened. I've always said "I'm not the kind of girl you take home to your bed, I'm the kind of girl you take home to meet your Mom." But with all the guys that have tried to turn me into the girl you roll around with for a night none of them have ever said anything like that to me.
I should be asleep...
Why is it that I am a smart person who know's she is pretty most days anyway and it's 3:02 A.M. and I am sitting in a chair crying over what The Drunk Guy said to me. It was bull nonsense rambling from a drunk who I will probably never see again why do I care?
I should be asleep...
There is not one person on this planet who likes everything about his/her self, and if someone told you they do they lie. I have love handles and weigh the most right now that I ever have in my whole life... I know that because I have been on the scale in the bathroom twice tonight since I got home from work because I could not believe what it said the first time. Maybe the drunk guy is right. Maybe that's why I haven't found someone to love me. But that's not true. My crazy brain pushing every guy away that shows even a little bit on interest in me. Because I am afraid of being hurt. Being told that no one will ever love me or being cheated on again.
I should be asleep...
Tonight was to Too Much... The Drunk Guy was Too Much ... All of it Everything about it was Too Much
Too Much to deal with. Too Much to listen to ... Too Much to have to be alone with in my crazy head... Too Much to think about ...
Just Too Much
Find Faith and Hold it dear... Trust in your Faith when you've had Too Much
...Today was Too Much
Let your Faith be Bigger than Your Too Much
K*
