Hope when you take that jump, you don't fear the fall
Hope when the water rises, you built a wall
Hope when the crowd screams out, they're screaming your name
Hope if everybody runs, you choose to stay
Hope that you fall in love, and it hurts so bad
The only way you can know is give it all you have
And I hope that you don't suffer but take the pain
Hope when the moment comes, you'll say...
I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second that this world could give
I saw so many places, the things that I did
With every broken bone, I swear I lived
Hope that you spend your days, but they all add up
And when that sun goes down, hope you raise your cup
Oh, I wish that I could witness all your joy and all your pain
But until my moment comes, I'll say...
I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second that this world could give
I saw so many places, the things that I did
With every broken bone, I swear I lived
Oh Oh Oh Oh
With every broken bone, I swear I lived.
With every broken bone, I swear I...
I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second that this world could give
I saw so many places, the things that I did
With every broken bone, I swear I lived.
Oh Oh Oh Oh
I swear I lived.
Ohhh
Ohhh
Sometimes I wonder if I have really lived my life...
Sometimes I think that life is passing me by
Sometimes I want to pay off my car save all the nickels and dimes and just run away.
But where would I go?? Where could I go without knowing anyone
Could I go the rest of my life without talking to my family?
Well the answer to that question is a big fat NO... HAHAHA
Back on track
Have I really lived my life??
I'm 29 I have been on 2 (almost 3) Cruises
I have been to
New York twice
Boston once
Disney once
The Mall of America
I lived outside of Home town USA for 16 months
I can go to the movies and out to eat by myself and not hate my life anymore (this is a real thing)
I can drive my self the seven (ok not really more like six) hours to my sisters house to see her and her family
... Maybe my some should have been Anything You Can Do I Can Do Better
In real life that is not my I am going for here
Sometimes when the past returns it is not there it Hunt you but to remind you that you are Strong
Sometimes a telemarketer will call my house on a Sunday Morning... Wait that's right a SUNDAY morning like before 9 A.M. and ask a someone who do not now nor ever has life in the house... Right because as I said they call MY HOUSE on a Sunday morning and asked for He Who Shall Not Be Named...
This person who I think was somewhere in Asia used his name in on the house phone and at no point in my day did he appear
Ok I know Harry Potter is just a book (or to some of you fools Just a Movie) but that was always the best way to deal with him... Treat him like a evil wizard that no one would even use the name of ... But today when My Mother told me that The man from Asia called and said his name I did not freak out ... Ok I did not like would have years or even months ago... it was normal K-town freak out... No dark place involved
I am making a solid effort to help my mom and dad more... Yesterday Mom and I did all that laundry and cleaned her bed room from top to bottom... I cooked us lunch and then went to work for Collage football day... with all the Banquets lately it a clear blue miracle that I worked less then 50 hours this week, But I did... After work I went to see my favorite local band...(two of the members of said band gradated from high school with me... CLASS OF '04 BABY) I had today off to sleep in and eat leftover chicken I went to a Cabela's then to a movie ... then spend the night sitting on a couch talking about everything and nothing came to see the SUPER MOON!!!
It's now shorty after 1 A.M. I am spending all day tomorrow at The Bar working several different jobs
I guess I should try to sleep...
My life is different right now then it has ever been.
I like it
...
Have Faith
K*
