When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
It was months and months of back-and-forth
You still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore
Hum ahead as I lost the war
And the sky turned black like a perfect storm
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you
And I think I am finally clean
There was nothing left to do
When the butterflies turned to dust, they covered my whole room
So I punched a hole in the roof
Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you
The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud
But no one heard a thing
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you
And I think I am finally clean
Ten months sober, I must admit
Just because you clean don't mean you don't miss it
Ten months older, I won't give in
Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it
The drought was the very worst
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you
And I think I am finally clean
Just because you clean don't mean you don't miss it
Ten months older, I won't give in
Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it
The drought was the very worst
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you
And I think I am finally clean
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you
And I think I am finally clean
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you
And I think I am finally clean
We all have bad days... So are more Frequent then others but everone has them. To day stated good but got less so... Enought of this ...
I Really just wanted to tell you that on tuesday my sister took her Foster Family and turned it into a Forever Family :) Great day to be a member of my family thats for sure.
Lets talk about the guy... Because there's always a guy. Anyone Remeber Mr.NiceGuy?? Yeah that guy this year we got a new snow removal crew that do a great job... Mr.NiceGuy is on the crew. So with all the snow we've been getting I've been seeing him alot. Why you might ask becasue I work a lot. Such is my life. His boss knows I kinda sorta like him. I mean apparently I don't have to poker face I thought I had when it comes to him. Or maybe he's just really good at reading me ... Who know? Anyway so The Boss (Not my boss HIS boss) Gives me a really hard time about that for whatever reason. So tonight I had dinner at My Bar
and who comes in but Mr.NiceGuy, His Dad and The Boss (stay with me here not my boss his boss) So I'm sitting across the bar with The Regular (thats his name now) we're eating and chatting and it lovely then comes in the Trio Mr.NiceGuy sits in my life of sight so I pull my hair out of my pony tail to hide behind it because that's any normal 28 year old girl will do when she is a CHICKEN!! But The Regular catches me blushing and calls me out on it. The he claims hes going to go all match maker (His name may change it he does what he says hes going to) anyway I left before he could turn me beet red forever. We'll see what happeneds
Anyway BF#3 and I are venturing South early Saturday morning and I 1,000 things to be before I can leave andd I work tomorrow so I guess I'll leave you here...
Have Faith
K*
