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I think--I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.
Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me
And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me
'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
No apologies. He'll never see you cry,
Pretends he doesn't know that he's the reason why.
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning.
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in (you were right there, you were right there)
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
[Music video spoken part:]
I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.
Guess how this post is going to start...
Strange things happen in my life ...(HAHAHA)
Picture it ... A bar in a small town on a Friday night...
I see a guy who I haven't seen since I worked at the Kwik Stop and we start talking ... Back story got it... I was dating He Who Shall Not Be Named and this super nice a flirty guy would come in and but cigarettes from me in his work truck. He would talk about this girl friend so I found no harm in flirting back a little. It ended there. Nothing ever came of the flirtation that that happened between a working girl (not like a hooker or anything just a girl with a job) and this guy that would flirt with. Back to now... So me and this guy talked and exchanged phone number. We talked off and on, on Saturday. He asked me to meet in at the same bar in my small town that night and I told him I would have to let him know depending on how my night went. So work went really well and thought a drink sounded pretty good so I texted him tell him that I'd be down later and I'd see him. He got all excited. So on the way home I asked my pizza guy if he know anything about him. The response I was not what I wanted to hear. All he told me was what a dirtbag he was. But not wanting to go back on my word, I headed home changed and went to the bar. I danced with a friend and chatted with some people before I talked to him. The first thing I heard him say was him telling someone NOT to talk to HIS girl. Oh I'm sorry I didn't realize I was bought and paid for (once again I'm not a hooker I'm just not thinking through what I'm saying). So I went over to him explained that I am not his girl friend and let him by me a beer. I then asked him if everything I heard was true. He told me it was for the most part and made a few corrections to the story. I had at this point already made my choice that I would never even thing about dating him. Mostly because he is a dirtbag.
So then I am getting ready to leave right because it like bar time at this point when one of my bouncer comes up to me saying he has to talk to me right away. I thought alright and walked away with him. He then tall me that the Dirtbag that I am talking to was making out with some other girl before I got to the bar. And that he wasn't very smart about it because I would be able to see it on the cameras. So I hugged him and said thank you and headed home. DirtBag called me at 3 in the morning to make sure I got home safe because the 2 1/2 block walk was SO long. I was sleeping. He texted me the next day saying good morning beautiful have a good day.
My response was something along the lines of 'Think long and hard about lying to me right now... we're you making out with some random girl last night before I got to the bar last night?'
He said 'what'
I responded with 'I work for the owner and can look at the camera feed from last night so I'll ask you again... We'er you making out with some girl last night before I got to the bar'
He said 'Yes I didn't know we were that serious.
I said ' It shouldn't matter how serious we are. If you are trying to get me to date you, you shouldn't be macing on some other girl. I told you Friday night I don't do second chances so Bye
He kept trying to talk to me but I wasn't having any of it so he showed up the night (Sunday stay with me people) With flowers and a card where he wrote something about Second chances are sometimes the Best chances Blah Blah Blah. I wouldn't even go get the flowers from him. I had Mufsha go get them for me and send him away. I almost throw them away but I saw there were snapdragons in there and I love those so I brought them home saying nothing to him in the process. He texted me the next day saying something about hoping to hear from and a to have a good day. He is gone now. Well he's still in town I'm sure but he is no longer bothering me (Because I just said that he will more then likely text me tomorrow because this is MY life were talking about here) and I hope to never hear or see from him again...
I just thought you people out there might like this story :)
Thats all
Have Faith
K*
