You have to cross the line just to remember where it lays
You won't know your worth now, son, until you take a hit
And you won't find the beat until you lose yourself in it
That's why we won't back down
We won't run and hide
Yeah, 'cause these are the things that we can't deny
I'm passing over you like a satellite
So catch me if I fall
That's why we stick to your game plans and party lives
But at night we're conspiring by candlelight
We are the orphans of the American dream
So shine your light on me
You can't fill your cup until you empty all it has
You can't understand what lays ahead
If you don't understand the past
You'll never learn to fly now
'Til you're standing at the cliff
And you can't truly love until you've given up on it
That's why we won't back down
We won't run and hide
Yeah, 'cause these are the things that we can't deny
I'm passing over you like a satellite
So catch me if I fall
That's why we stick to your game plans and party lives
But at night we're conspiring by candlelight
We are the orphans of the American dream
So shine your light on me
She told me that she never could face the world again
So I offered up a plan
We'll sneak out while they sleep
And sail off in the night.
We'll come clean and start over the rest of our lives.
When we're gone we'll stay gone.
Out of sight, out of mind.
It's not too late,
We have the rest of our lives.
We'll sneak out while they sleep
And sail off in the night
We'll come clean and start over the rest of our lives
When we're gone we'll stay gone.
Out of sight, out of mind.
It's not too late,
We have the rest of our lives.
The rest of our lives
Because we won't back down
We won't run and hide
Yeah, 'cause these are the things that we can't deny
I'm passing over you like a satellite
So catch me if I fall
That's why we stick to your game plans and party lives
But at night we're conspiring by candlelight
We are the orphans of the American dream
So shine your light on me (shine your light on me)
Because we won't back down
We won't run and hide
Yeah, 'cause these are the things that we can't deny
I'm passing over you like a satellite
'cause these are the things that we can't deny now
This is a life that you can't deny us now
Strange things happen in my life...
Why does my blog always start like that now a days... anyway I guess nothing strange really has happened as of late... But that's mostly because nothing has happened... except work. Between banquets and waitresses and getting the new girls trained and the new place opening who has time for a lite... I bought the new Nicholas Sparks book ... I have had it for almost 2 weeks and still have over 100 pages left (this part was wrtitten late night before I stayed up until after 3 finishing the book but it still took to long)... that's unlike me. but I digress... who really says that anyway... I have found a way to fight off the nightmares so as long as I remember to do that every night I sleep well... That's a pulse.
I am thinking of cutting of my hair which is something that I DO NOT DO. so just thinking about it means something right.
What's the point in this post and that song. Well it goes a little something like this. With of the end of the nightmares dreams have set in. The one that has popped (for late of a better word) up the most is HE Who Shall Not Be Named showing up at my house telling me he is still in love with me and wants me back. I KNOW that will not happen for two reasons... One he has a new girl, Two he let me get all the way to Indiana and live there for almost a whole year before he told me he would chance me forever. If the shoe was on the other foot and it was me that he left I would have chased him til the end of the world and back because my love for him ran that deep. BUT he didn't. With the dream I keep having it makes me think about what would have happened if he would have chased me. Would be together Married with kids ... Now please don't misunderstand I DO NOT want him back.. With all the wondering that I'm doing I am also thinking that I should have left him years before. Like in high school when he stepped out the First time ... you know maybe the first time he called me stupid you know stuff like that. My dreams have been making me thing and sometimes it might almost be better to be kidnapd then have to think so much ... HAHAHA I'm funny sometimes :)
I guess thats all
Have Faith
K*
I guess thats all
Have Faith
K*
