Small Enough ~ Nichole Nordeman

Oh, great God
Be small enough to hear me now

There were times when I was crying
From the dark of Daniel's den
And I had asked you once or twice
If you would part the sea again

Tonight I do not need a
Fiery pillar in the sky
Just want to know you're gonna
Hold me if I start to cry

Oh, great God
Be small enough to hear me now
Oh, great God
Be close enough to feel me now
(Oh great God be close to me)

There have been moments when I could not face
Goliath on my own
And how could I forget we marched
Around our share of Jericho's

But I will not be setting out
The fleece for you tonight
Just wanna know if everything will be alright
Oh, great God be close enough to feel me now

Oh, praise and all the honor be
To the God of ancient mysteries
Whose every sign and wonder
Turn the pages of our history

But tonight my heart is heavy
And I cannot keep from whispering, whispering
Are you there?

And I know you could leave writing
On the wall that's just for me
Or send wisdom while I'm sleeping
Like in Solomon's sweet dreams

I don't need the strength of Sampson
Or a chariot in the end
Just wanna know you still know how many
Hairs are on my head

Oh, great God
(Are you small enough)
Be small enough to hear
Me now

Faith is a great thing... Sometime I have to remind myself that my plan for my life is not or may not be God's plan for me... I Have a strong relationship with God. Stronger then most people I know that are my age... I don't go to church. But I don't feel the need to do that.

I sometimes feel like I'm being left behind... but sometimes I feel like I'm leading the way. Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve the good and the bed. I'm a good person but GREAT things happen in my life. I have made mistakes. But really who hasn't

BF#3 and I headed off to the State Fair! It was so great The Food ... The Shopping... The animals... Randy Houser and GARY ALLAN!!


Random Fact ...Here's something you might not know about me... I was dating The Champ the first time I drove myself home. We made it about 6 days after I got back to Indiana before we broke up... I was kinda (as in not really but sorta) Seeing Frosted Flacks when I went down last Sept. I got home on a thursday and I stopped hearing from him on Monday (I think) The trip is always the test... As was proven once again with Mr. Smitten. I got there on saturday ... I stopped hearing from him on Wednesday.... That one didn't make it til I got home LOL. I digress


I haven't written such his summer. I was trying to work on my bucket list which is silly because finishing my book is on my bucket list so  ... Not very hard lol

I did see Gary Allan and Randy Houser Twice this year. GREAT shows both times... but even though I am blissfully happy with my life and my job I find that I am lonely more then I use to be (That might be because I am more sober then I have been lol) I love living rent free but I also would like my own space that was if I wanted to walk around naked I can (not that I do that but you know were I'm going with that)

But that leads me back to having faith ... My Inner Song today. Knowing that God is with me and forever and always knows how many hairs are on my head.

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away"

I know what God has a plan I might not love then plan but I know what is has my back always

Have Faith 

K*

I added the video I want people to listen to the song... its my inner song and I like it a lot...












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