Everyone was an Inner song. Mine changes almost everyday. You never know what it might be, but there is always a meaning behind it.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Pontoon~ Little Big Town

Back this hitch up into the water
Untie all the cables and rope
Step onto the astro turf
Get yourself a coozie
Let's go

Who said anything about skiin'?
Floatin' is all I wanna do
You can climb the ladder
Just don't rock the boat while I barbeque

[Chorus:]
On the pontoon
Makin' waves and catchin' rays up on the roof
Jumpin' out the back, don't act like you don't want to
Party in slow motion
Out here in the open
Mmmmmmm...motorboatin'
(Hoo hoo hoo)

Reach your hand down into the cooler
Don't drink it if the mountains aren't blue
Try to keep it steady as you recline on your black inner tube

[Chorus:]
Pontoon
Makin' waves and catchin' rays up on the roof
Jumpin' out the back, don't act like you don't want to
Party in slow motion
Out here in the open
Mmmmmm...motorboatin'

(Hoo hoo hoo)
(Hoo hoo hoo)

[Bridge:]
5 mile an hour with aluminum side
Wood panelin' with a water slide
Can't beat the heat, so let's take a ride

[Chorus:]
On the pontoon
Makin' waves and catchin' rays up on the roof
Jumpin' out the back, don't act like you don't want to
Party in slow motion
I'm out here in the open
Mmmmmmm...motorboatin'
On the pontoon
(Hoo hoo hoo)
On the pontoon
(Hoo hoo hoo)
Back this hitch out into the water
On the pontoon
(Hoo hoo hoo)
(Hoo hoo hoo)


OK i'm gonna be straight with you I HATE this song... its over played and pointless.  But after spending a week on a cruise ship it seamed fitting.... Lets start with Friday

I worked lunch training the Dish Guy... it was his last day of training and he wanted to spend it with me ... Why no one will ever know but he did.  He did well just needs to pick up the computer system a bit more.  Other the that he'll be fine.  Then I set the banquet hall up for 40. Having the room almost complete I headed home for the night.  I made a quick stop at home for a change of cloths then headed to town for get my Fingers and toe nails painted.  Then I ran off to dinner with my whole family.  Even the Family from the south was here.  It was pretty nice I went home with my southern most sister. BF#3 made me a Gary Allan CD to add to my iPhone so I headed back to town and got there and hung out with her and her sister for a couple hours.  
I snapped this super cute photo of BF#3 and her year old niece having snuggle time when she woke for a short time. After getting my newest CD I headed back home to pick up my southern sister from my hometown sisters house.  We hung out there for about another hour then went home to bed.  
Saturday I got up and went to my hair lady's New place together her and I went to town to get my newest red for my hair.  We went back to her place where we spent a few hours hanging out dying my hair to this super Red (that may or may not look slightly purple in the right light) Then I went home to finish packing and headed to work for the evening.  I finished the room with help from the little sister I never had we worked the banquet together then I was sent home to head on my week vacation.  I think that that's enough for this post.  After laying in the sun for a week and napping everyday I night need a short brake ... 

Stay tuned for I have lots more to tell you about ... 

Until then 
Have Faith 

K* 

Blurry~ Puddle of Mudd

Every thing's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing?
Imagine where you are?
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
There's no one left that's real
To make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing?
I wonder where you are?
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face
This pain you gave to me

Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you when to runaway
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you when to runaway

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face
This pain you gave to me
No this pain you gave to me
This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away
Explain again to me
You take it all away
Explain again to me
Take it all away
Explain again
Explain again
Explain again


Happy Birthday (a day late) RBB


Sunday, January 13, 2013

Every Storm (Runs out of Rain) ~ Gary Allan

So you're standing in the middle of the thunder and lighting
And I know you're feeling like you just can’t win but your trying
It’s hard keep on keepin’ on when you're bein’ pushed around
Don’t even know which way is up, you just keep spinning down around and down

Every storm runs, runs out of rain
Just like every dark night turns into day
Every heartache will fade away
Just like every storm runs, runs out of rain

So hold your head up and tell yourself that there’s something more and walk out that door
Go find a new rose, don’t be afraid of the thorns ’cause we all have thorns
Just put your feet up to the edge put your face in the wind
And when you fall back down, keep on rememberin’

Every storm runs, runs out of rain
Just like every dark night turns into day
Every heartache will fade away
Just like every storm runs, runs out of rain

It’s gonna run out of pain
It’s gonna run out of sting
It’s gonna leave you alone
It’s gonna set you free and set you free

Every storm runs, runs out of rain
Just like every dark night turns into day
Every heartache will fade away
Just like every storm runs, runs out of rain

It’s gonna set you free
It’s gonna run out of pain
And set you free


Sometimes you need to be reminded that every storm runs out of rain...

 Sometimes you will get into a text war with someone and the very same night he will show up with all his friends at the bar you work at.  He will sit right across the bar from where you always sit so he can look at you without actually looking at you.  He will act like nothing is wrong even if you did tell him that same day that he had hurt you.  Even if it had been months before that he had hurt you it still hurt.  He will drink with his friends and hang out until you have to make last call.  He will sign his credit card slip tipping only 10% and smile like he is the nicest guy on the face of the earth.  He will walk out of the bar without a second look to see if your looking at him.  Not that you were.  You were watching everyone around him leave to make sure they all got out of the bar in time for you to lock the doors.  

Sometimes on the one night you think you will have to work late because you have a banquet so you allow your self to be parked in because it won't matter anyway you get done Super early.  Knowing you can't leave you decide to have a beer with some friends knowing that the guy from the above paragraph might show up after his shift because your only going to have one so it doesn't matter.  Then you will look up to see Mr. Doubtful sitting at your bar.  But he's not dumb so even though he sees you he knows better then to come talk to you or even look at your for more then a millisecond.  You will leave with no problems.  

Sometimes you will get home from work after a not so long day and stay in your car for over in hour because you can't talk yourself into going into the house and going to bed because it's empty... and nobody like to lay alone in a bed.  Sometimes you just wish you has someone to cuddle with.

But then the next day will come you will see that even all the text wars, jerks at the bar trying to steal looks at you, and coming home to empty bed did not make the world stop turning.  
Sometimes you just have to be reminded that EVERY storm runs out of rain.  Sometimes you need to be reminded that somewhere someone is having a harder time then yourself.  Sometimes you need to hear Gary Allan to know that your are loved and not alone...

Have Faith..
K*







p.s. I will be on a REALLY big boat one week from today for 7 days and 6 nights.... it will be lovely 

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Goodbye Love ~ Rent

I hear, there are great restaurants out West
Some of the best, how could she?
How could you let her go? 
You just don't know
How could we lose Angel?
Maybe you'll see why When you stop escaping your pain At least now if you try
Angel's death won't be in vain
His death is in vain
Are you insane? 
There's so much to care about There's me, there's Mimi
Mimi's got her baggage too,
so do you
Who are you to tell me what I know What to do?
A friend but 
Who Mark are you?
"Mark has got his work", they say"Mark lives for his work and Mark's in love with his work"Mark hides in his work
From what? 
From facing your failure Facing your loneliness Facing the fact you live a lie
Yes, you live a lie, tell you why You're always preaching not to be numb When that's how you thrive
You pretend to create and observe When you really detach from feeling alive 
Perhaps it's because I'm the one of us to survive
Poor baby, 
Mimi still loves you Are you really jealous Or afraid that Mimi's weak?
Mimi did look pale
Mimi's gotten thin Mimi's running out of time And you're running out the door
No more, I've gotta go
Hey, for someone who's always been let down Who's heading out of town?
For someone who longs for a community of his own Who's with his camera alone?
I'll call, I hate the fall 
You heard? Every word
You don't want baggage Without lifetime guarantees You don't want to watch me die
I just came to say goodbye love Goodbye love, came to say goodbye love Goodbye
Just came to say Goodbye love, goodbye love Goodbye love, goodbye
Glory, one blaze of Glory, I have to find
Please don't touch me, understand I'm scared I need to go away
I know a place, a clinic, a rehab? Maybe could you? I'll pay
Goodbye love, goodbye love Came to say goodbye love, goodbye Just came to say goodbye love Goodbye love, goodbye love
Hello, disease

It is a new year... I love a lovely Christmas.  It stated of early with a visit from "He who shall not be named" old best fiend ... not that he's old they are just not best friends anymore.  It was super we chatted about life and other things that needed do be talked about.  That was Monday... Friday The Coach and The Champ came up for the weekend. Friday night I worked so they came to the bar.  Saturday we went bowling saw The Hobbit then when to bar.  Sunday we headed back to the bar I work at for some football.  That way I could watch the Packers and They could watch the Colts.  Then they headed home.  I was sad to see them go but didn't have much time to think about it because my Family from the south got here then next day.  I opened and closed to bar on Christmas eve leaving just in time to make it to Midnight mass with my family.  My sister Her husband and their Irish triples stayed with us from Christmas eve until New Years Day.  My house was a whole lot of crazy but looking back I wouldn't change it. I worked spend time with my family got a cold and worked some more.  I am getting on a large boat in about 16 days.  The BF#3 and I are thinking about sending a weekend in the dells.  It could be fun and after being ways for a week I may need a break again.  LOL. I am spending the evening in my bed adding more music to my iPhone.  I need a life.  

I have already worked 32 hours this week and have 3 shifts left... I lost my voice working new years eve.... it's slowly but surely coming back.  I have two banquets this weekend so I'm hopeful it will be back by then...

I have a photo today I didn't find it but I love it

That song is from Rent the musical... one of my all time Favorite movies I am going to watch it as I fall asleep tonight so I thought I would use this song...

Have Faith

K*