Everyone was an Inner song. Mine changes almost everyday. You never know what it might be, but there is always a meaning behind it.

Monday, September 17, 2012

Call Me Maybe~ Carly Rae Jepsen

I threw a wish in the well
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell
And now you're in my way

I trade my soul for a wish
Pennies and diamonds for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this
But now you're in my way
Your stare was holding
Ripped jeans, skin was showing
Hot night, wind was blowing
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me
But here's my number, so call me maybe

You took your time with the call
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all, but still you're in my way
I beg and borrow and steal
Have first sight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it, but it's in my way


Your stare was holding
Ripped jeans, skin was showing
Hot night, wind was blowing
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase
But here's my number, so call me maybe

Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad... I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that... I missed you so, so bad

It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me,
But here's my number, so call me maybe


Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad... I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that
So call me maybe


This was a VERY long weekend... We had a wedding reception at the bar I work at... (we have a banquet hall down stairs no worries)
...
Friday
I got my nails down and had an Iced coffee the I headed to the bar where I worked from 1:48 p.m. until 3:37 a.m. making for a long day. I went from setting up the hall to hostessing to bartending. That makes for a long night and a lot of changing for cloths. Mr. Bigglesworth and I closed down the bar and did clean up I spent the night on his couch... seaming as I had to be back at 8:30 a.m. to let the bride in. Now I don't live far from my bar but it does take me 20 or so minutes to get there so I opped to stay at his place. Now don't miss understand I slept and he slept nothing more or less. He is just a good friend. He has two roommates. Mr Doubtful, and Mr I'm the biggest jerk in the world (different name to come...) Mr. Doubtful and I are in the process of learning to be just friends. I'm ok with that. I honestly think it will be better that way. He is however finishing up the rocking chair that he got me(SO fricking excited about that) Anyway. I saw the clock at 4:09 a.m.
...
Saturday
I was up, dressed, teeth brushed and headed to the bar at 8:15. I let the bride in and headed to E-Town. I took a 4 minute shower hugged my Mom and headed back to the Bar in clean clothes. I worked from 10-1 up stairs waiting tables for lunch. The I went back to the hall making use all the tables were set with everything, that the floor had nothing on it that was not meant to be there, the I stocked the bar. The wedding party started showing up at about 4:30. I had a lovely Assistant and together we rocked the hell of that party. I sent her about an hour after all the guests went up stairs to the main bar... so lets put it about 12:30 or 1:00 am. I clean and take down the tables until about 2:30 then I had to take extra dishes up stairs, 2:45. I have Mr. Doubtful walk me to my car (it is not parked in the parking lot ...I don't wanna take a spot from a paying customer.) I then realized that I did not have a sweatshirt. So I drove my car right to a parking stall and went back down stairs to get it, this brings us to 2:55 back in my car sending a text ...'I'm going to need a wake up call I'm just leaving the bar' send to The New Girl. Then I of course drove home with my radio blaring and my windows down, I got home at 3:15 ish I changed in PJ's and was asleep when my head hit the pillow
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Sunday
7:41 first unanswered text... there was 1 more texts and and 3 phone calls before she gives and calls my Mom. 7:55 "Katie Jean are you up yet???" my only response "OK" I am up, dressed with brushed teeth and all that jazz in less then 10 minutes. 17 minutes later I am parking in front of her apartment. (Don't tell my dad I got there that fast lol) Together The New girl and I went to the WW and waited for our ride from the cutest married people ever... Then the 4 of us headed to the flat land and went to 6 Flags!!! We had a really good time. We ran into some of my friends and some of her friends. All and all it was a great day. It was a semi-privet event so that means there was only a line for batman. We road in the front 2 rows on EVERYTHING!! It was very fun we were there from 10:30ish until 5:30ish we hit all of the rides ... some twice...and really funny ones like The Dark Knight it was more like 4 or 5 times. We found the camera on the rides and would do like shooting guns or kissie faces. It was really a fun day. We ate pretzels and drank Coke and had funnel cakes walked ten million miles. Ok maybe not but we did the whole park twice. We got in the car to come home and I was sleep about 37 seconds after we got on I-94 and slept until we were about 21 minuets from WW and The new Girls car. I got in my car with the Windows down and the radio bumping and drove home to eat and be back in bed by 9 and asleep but 10. it was a long weekend but I can't lie it is a weekend I would relive if I could!


I had planed on giving you words of wisdom about 6 flags but the most important think I can think to tell you is that even thought the top row of the carousel looks like it will be the most fun... the bottom level had the MUCH better choices to ride on. But chose carfully because the really sweet choices on the outside row will not move up and down! Its sad but true!


Well Ladies and Gents I will leave you with this video made by the cutest married people ever and talk to you all again soon ... maybe not tomorrow ... not cooking lesson tomorrow, something that has to do with a hair cut... Love you all and thanks for reading ...








Oh PS the song today is because I heard it as least 3 times a day every day thing weekend so it seamed fitting


Deuces


Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Walking After Midnight ~Patsy Cline

go out walking after midnight
Out in the moonlight just like we used to do
I'm always walking after midnight searching for you
I walk for miles along the highway
Well that's just my way of saying I love you
I'm always walking after midnight searching for you
I stopped to see a weeping willow
Crying on his pillow maybe he's crying for me
And as the skies turn gloomy
Night winds whisper to me I'm lonesome as I can be
I go out walking after midnight out in the starlight
Just hoping you maybe somewhere walking after midnight searching for me
I stopped to see a weeping willow
Crying on his pillow maybe he's crying for me
And as the skies turn gloomy
Night winds whisper to me I'm lonesome as I can be
I go walking after midnight out in the starlight
Just hoping you maybe somewhere walking after midnight searching for me

Tonight took me back... Tonight I cooked meatloaf with The New Girl... after having lunch with some E-town BBG girls who talked me into dying my hair ... it was light brown with blond tips from highlights. It is now dark brown with a hint of red ... I've always wanted red hair.




 Other then that it was a normal Tuesday in my world... ok not really. I did not have a real shower which was lucky. (Its better to color hair if its not clean) I did not get to wear PJ's all day. I had dinner with The New Girl much earlier then normal. (Tomorrow she goes back to New Girl hours as she calls them) We did watch a movie like last week, and as always I got a new CD. I did request a song tonight We are never getting back together by Taylor Swift. I don't honestly know what it is about that song but I love it. She got it for me. So as I was skipping through the CD to see what other songs I knew on it when I found a song that I use to sing to my residents when I was a CNA (which seams like a million years ago now...) I would sing Walking after Midnight to them in the shower room. I know what your thinking ... shower room??? Thats right I was the shower aid and I loved it. At the end of my shift I knew that the people on my list for that day were clean and in clean clothes. It made me feel good about myself like I had really made a difference in that persons life. Maybe I just crazy ( if you read my blog you know I'm 50 shades of crazy {;)} anyway) I had one lady that just loved it and would sing with me. Others just seamed like they didn't care if I were to sing or not (most likely because I'm not a good singer) But every so often the one person that I would skip the song for would say that they missed it. Today also took me back because one of my favorite shows came back for the season ... SOA or the Sons of Anarchy. Can't lie I was never really into it before The Champ. One time we were at his house looking for something to watch on NetFlixs. I wanted to watch gLee. He straight up laughed at me. We made a deal ... he would watch one episode off gLee if I would watch one episode of SOA. I went for it. I can't lie the first time I watched it I didn't overly love it. Later that summer I was home alone on Shuetter Rd when I thought to give it another try. Turns out I LOVE the show. lol I watched the first two seasons of NetFlixs. The Champ thankfully had season three and we (The Coach The Champ The Creepier My IN girlfriend The Jerk and someothers) watched it at The Coach's house. When season 4 came out we all watched it together at mine's and My IN girlfriend's house. her and I would cook the boys dinner and we would watch the show. I can't lie Tuesdays have always been one of my favorite day today did not disappoint.


The weekend was good other then WI football sucking ass. I found out that I am once again stronger then I thought I was. So did the New Girl. Something about a really cheep drinks at one bar and the bar being open at another be makes it easy to see things clearly. (see there's my crazy coming out again lol) We drank some wine at bar time and talked like we often do... She about The X and me about Mr Doubtful. It was not pretty. That night both boys (notice I did not say men I said boys) Said or did things that upset her and I in a drunken state. But being the strong and brave woman that she and I are we will bonce back with each others help. We are traveling to the flat land on Sunday to enjoy some food that is REALLY bad for us and ride some very scary rides... should be very fun for us.

Well my lovelys I think that maybe all for this girl tonight...

Remember to have faith
Deuces




PS ... Just for anyone who might care ... I moved to IN two years ago tomorrow... and back again 16 months later... Thats all




Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Shake It Out~Florence And The Machine



Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play

And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn

And I've been a fool and I've been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way

I'm always dragging that horse around
And our love is pastured such a mournful sound
Tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground

So I like to keep my issues strong
But it's always darkest before the dawn

Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah

I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart
Cause I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
And given half the chance would I take any of it back
It's a fine romance but it's left me so undone
It's always darkest before the dawn
Oh woah, oh woah...

And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't
So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my rope
And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope
It's a shot in the dark and right at my throat

Cause looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Well what the hell I'm gonna let it happen to me
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah

And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah


Oh hey people
I can't lie tonight's song is something that I learned to love because of gLee. They have a way of picking really great songs that I have never heard of.

I LOVE Tuesday's ... today I slept in and when I showered I put on clean pj's what about that doesn't scream BEST DAY EVER!!!!
Tonight the song was almost different. But I will more then likely use that song (soon) so I'll just keep that to myself. The New girl and I cooked dinner together again tonight... nothing fancy like last week (brinner remember) tonight we had a Katie Jean original Hobo casserole. Just some random things that are in most pantry's. (not all but most) After dinner we watched a storm roll in. She did laundry (I helped a very small amount) We watched a movie. Again we talked about life... Mr. It's the little things, The X and her Job and the book she's reading. How much fun Saturday night is going to be out with The Doodle. I talked about work as well. The long weekend that I had, going to the gym, tanning before I get on a BIG boat and go on a curse in January. I talked about Mr. Doubtful. He makes me think a lot. I mean don't get me wrong I don't want to get married tomorrow but, on the same note I also don't like not knowing where I stand. Maybe it just a "woman thing" Or I'm having a "Katie Moment" but it upsets me.


Anyway I want to give a shout out to a very special Bopsey on her 21th birthday!!
while I'm at it My BBG BFF's son's birthday is also to day so Happy birthday to him too.

good luck with another year of school and Love to all

Have faith
Deuces
K*