Have faith
K*
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
...
I am a girl without a song ... Ok I have songs in my head ... Inner songs with no ends ... But today is not about an inner song ... The words in my head that help me get through the day ... Today I made a long trip with mom and dad to say good bye to a beloved uncle ... the funeral is tomorrow it's going to be a long tough day. The memory's my family and myself have created are amazing and I would not trade a single minute of any of for all the tea in china (maybe there's a lot of tea in china) my message is short tonight and sad but please understand that my beloved uncle is one of the kindest people to grace the earth ( that I remember and have met) I will miss him but celebrate him because he is home now with his lord and creator... Rest in peace beloved uncle ... Until we meet again
Have faith
K*
Have faith
K*
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Long Live~ Taylor Swift
I said remember this moment, in the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds in the stands went wild
We were the Kings and the Queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same
You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age
Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
One day, we will be remembered
I said remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there
On the side-lines wishing for right now
We are the Kings and the Queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town
And the cynics were outraged
Screaming "this is absurd"
Cause for a moment a band of thieves
In ripped up jeans got to rule the world
Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid
Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming long live that look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day, we will be remembered
Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break our fall
Will you take a moment, promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if God forbid fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children some day
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine
Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life, with you
Long, long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid
Singing, long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
And long, long live that look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day, we will be remembered
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds in the stands went wild
We were the Kings and the Queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same
You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age
Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
One day, we will be remembered
I said remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there
On the side-lines wishing for right now
We are the Kings and the Queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town
And the cynics were outraged
Screaming "this is absurd"
Cause for a moment a band of thieves
In ripped up jeans got to rule the world
Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid
Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming long live that look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day, we will be remembered
Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break our fall
Will you take a moment, promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if God forbid fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children some day
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine
Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life, with you
Long, long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid
Singing, long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
And long, long live that look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day, we will be remembered
Its been a long and expensive month for this little girl... First the car ... Then why crap cell phone died ... so I after two hours and LOTS of tears I got a brand new iPhone 4s its pretty sweet I can't lie I love it. Then there was a car insurance issue. I also lost a beloved Uncle on my Mama's side of the family. Ive never been one to handle death well. My Week went like this Monday was normal ... worked and went out for Monday Fun-Day. Close to normal ... slept in and because Mama was off we cleaned together then I had dinner with Best Friend #3. Wednesday was the night before Thanksgiving. In my small town Wisconsin it is the BIGGEST drinking night of the year. We had 6 bartenders and Me running around when the drinking started. I had trays of shots. It was super fun. The CBE has this thing he does where at the pike of the night he will put one or two of his bartenders up on the bar and we or they pour booze into your mouth to the song Shots by LMFAO of course. Being the shot girl I poured shots that night. I can't lie it was pretty fun. I had Caption America ask for my phone number that was fun. We closed down the bar with no problems which we were all thankful for. We ate late night pizza and cleaned together. Then so my work family could start off Thanksgiving the right way I stayed late and set up the space for Thanksgiving to be served the next day. I got home about 4:30. Went to sleep and woke up just in time for Turkey and all the trimmings. It was a blissful day of food football and fun. Naps were taken and books were read by all. The day could have only been better if Indiana was in Wisconsin not jasper but we all have jobs I understand ... Guess that's all for today ... I have to open tomorrow so I'm off to bed
Have faith
K*
Have faith
K*
Friday, November 16, 2012
A Thousand Years~ Christina Perri
Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more
Short and Sweet tonight ... saw breaking dawn part two last night ... it was steller I can't lie. There were twists and turns that I didn't see coming but I loved it. I am very sad to see the saga be done. What will I do without Twilight movies coming out??? I know look forward to the Hunger Games. I only had a 10 hour day today so it not so bad... I am still loving life even on bad days...
Thats really all I have to say about that
Have Faith
K*
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
What Might Have Been~ Little Texas
Sure I think about you now and then,
but it's been a long, long time.
I've got a good life now, I've moved on,
so when you cross my mind....
I try not to think about what might have been,
Cause that was then,
and we have taken different roads.
We can't go back again,
there's no use giving in,
and there's no way to know, what might have been.
We can sit and talk about this all night long,
and wonder why we didn't last.
Yes, they might be the best days we will ever know,
but we'll have to leave them in the past.
So try not to think about what might have been,
Cause that was then,
and we have taken different roads.
We can't go back again,
there's no use giving in,
and there's no way to know, what might have been.
The same old look in your eyes,
it's a beautiful night,
I'm so tempted to stay.
But too much time has gone by,
we should just say goodbye,
and turn and walk away.
I try not to think about what might have been,
Cause that was then,
and we have taken different roads.
We can't go back again,
there's no use giving in,
and there's no way to know, what might have been.
No, we'll never know....
What might have been.
but it's been a long, long time.
I've got a good life now, I've moved on,
so when you cross my mind....
I try not to think about what might have been,
Cause that was then,
and we have taken different roads.
We can't go back again,
there's no use giving in,
and there's no way to know, what might have been.
We can sit and talk about this all night long,
and wonder why we didn't last.
Yes, they might be the best days we will ever know,
but we'll have to leave them in the past.
So try not to think about what might have been,
Cause that was then,
and we have taken different roads.
We can't go back again,
there's no use giving in,
and there's no way to know, what might have been.
The same old look in your eyes,
it's a beautiful night,
I'm so tempted to stay.
But too much time has gone by,
we should just say goodbye,
and turn and walk away.
I try not to think about what might have been,
Cause that was then,
and we have taken different roads.
We can't go back again,
there's no use giving in,
and there's no way to know, what might have been.
No, we'll never know....
What might have been.
I'm freshly home from Best Friend #3's house. We had birnner again. I'm a fan. We are both so busy with work and she's back with her X (who will now be known as Mr.Small Town Guy) The BBG has banquet after banquet planned that we haven't had time to get together. So tonight we made time. We needed that. We talked about The Guy who likes to bowl, and Mr. Small town guy. We talked about her trip to see her dad. We talked about Breaking Dawn Part 2 (which we will be seeing Thursday night at 10!!!) We talked about Bride #6 and her new baby.
We talked about Cats and Dogs and life. We listened to music. She is starting to understand my love for a county singer that she has never like. We talked about He who Shall Not be Named, and who it bugs me so much that he is dating someone new. The more I have thought about it the more I know its not that I want him back. He's no longer the man I fell in love with all those years ago. Its more that I don't want him to be happy if I'm not. But as she pointed out I don't need someone to be happy and I need to love myself before anyone else can love me. So I thought about that. At the Wal-Mart. And on the drive home. I have come to a decision... I already am happy, Sure I have bad days but who doesn't really.
I love who I have grown into. And I don't regret being with him. Some of the choices I am or may not have made but I know that if it were not for him and everything we went thought I would not be the strong, smart, happy, loving and BEAUTIFUL person I am today( I say beautiful like that because on more then one occasion I question that more then anything else). I don't need a man to make me happy. I need my Family and Friends. So it being November and all with everyone saying what they are thankful for I am Thankful for the important people in my life... and days like today when I can shower and put on clean PJ's (lol)
That's all I wanted today...
Have Faith
Deuces
K*
PS I'm posting some photos that I have...(Don't Freak out BBG BFF I don't have any of us or they would be up... see yo for dinner tomorrow or tonight whenever your reading this {lol})
Sunday, November 11, 2012
I Wanna Be Loved Like That ~Shenandoah
Natalie Wood gave her heart to James Dean
High school rebel and a beauty queen
Standing together in an angry world
One boy fighting for one girl
I want to be loved like that
I want to be loved like that
A promise you can't take back
If you're gonna love me
I want to be loved like that
Daddy never gave Mamma a diamond ring
Mamma never worried for anything
What he gave her came from the heart
A bond that was never torn apart
I want to be loved like that
I want to be loved like that
A promise you can't take back
If you're gonna love me
I want to be loved like that
An old man kneeling all alone
Plants his flowers in a garden of stone
For seven years now she's been gone
And his devotion is still going strong
I want to be loved like that
I want to be loved like that
A promise you can't take back
If you're gonna love me
I want to be loved like that
High school rebel and a beauty queen
Standing together in an angry world
One boy fighting for one girl
I want to be loved like that
I want to be loved like that
A promise you can't take back
If you're gonna love me
I want to be loved like that
Daddy never gave Mamma a diamond ring
Mamma never worried for anything
What he gave her came from the heart
A bond that was never torn apart
I want to be loved like that
I want to be loved like that
A promise you can't take back
If you're gonna love me
I want to be loved like that
An old man kneeling all alone
Plants his flowers in a garden of stone
For seven years now she's been gone
And his devotion is still going strong
I want to be loved like that
I want to be loved like that
A promise you can't take back
If you're gonna love me
I want to be loved like that
Lets be for real here who doesn't... I can not tell a lie I want the life my parents. They have been married forever (32 years) I can count on one hand how many fights they have had. Not arguments but real fights. And on top of that it's always about stuff that is important never about who is going to cook dinner or do the dishes. They raised 3 beautiful girls that are happy (don't get me wrong we all have our moments of unhappiness but for the most part we are happy :)) I can't lie I want to spend the rest of my life sitting in the same room as the man of my dreams in comfortable silences. I want to have kids and know that I can always use the "Wait til your father hears about this" Haha. We didn't get that much but it was always in the back of our minds. If I do something stupid what will mom and daddy say? On most things it wasn't worth finding out.
I want to spend the rest of my life falling asleep in the arms of this one man. I personally don't believe in Divorce. Its not an opinion...I got that from my Mama. I know that for sure. She had a similar life to what I have led. Was cheated on by her fist love and had to learn to heal. She helped me a lot. She is the reason I am as strong of a person as I am. She taught me that it's ok to cry and that God doesn't give you more then you can handle and even when you wanna give up not to... On top of teaching me to cook, clean, sew and lots of other things.
I have learned a ton from my Daddy too... to show your love rather then say it. To work had and pay your own way. Don't let your pride get in the way of needing help. Family is the most important in the whole world... On top of teaching me how to milk a cow, bail hay, grew tobacco, and tons of other stuff.
My Mom and Dad have the love that is spoken about in this song. I am blessed and THANKFUL for them and everything they have taught me. For turning me in to the person that I am and showing me how love should be. The love that I thought I had couldn't hold a candle to what Mom and Dad have. I have no words to say how grateful I am for everything that they have taught me. I love my Mom and Dad because they made me who I am. I and thankful that they showed me love like Natalie and James so I could know what it is that I want to find out of life.
Sappy tonight sorry ... I was feeling it ...
Have Faith
Deuces
K*
PS I heard from the Guy who likes to Bowl... He's now The Funny Guy ...
Sappy tonight sorry ... I was feeling it ...
Have Faith
Deuces
K*
PS I heard from the Guy who likes to Bowl... He's now The Funny Guy ...
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Alone With You ~Jake Owen
I don't see you laugh
You don't call me back
But you kiss me when you're drunk
I don't know your friends
Don't know where you've been
Why are you the one I want
Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
Don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
Don't say it doesn't mater cause it's gonna matter to me
I can't be alone with
You've got me out on the edge every time you call
And i know it would kill me if I fall
i can't be alone with you
Please don't chain that door
I can't win this war
Your body's like a pill I shouldn't take
Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
Don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
Don't say it doesn't mater cause it's gonna matter to me
I can't be alone with
You've got me out on the edge every time you call
And i know it would kill me if I fall
i can't be alone with you
I can't be alone with you
Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
Don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
Don't say you're gone love me cause you're gonna love me and leave
I can't be alone with
You've got me out on the edge every time you call
And i know it would kill me if I fall
I cant be alone with you
I don't see you laugh
You don't call me back
But you kiss me when you're drunk
It was a long weekend... Starting Wednesday (lol not really the weekend)
Wednesday was Halloween. I Dressed up as Robin Hood. I looked pretty steller if I do say so myself ...but you can be the judge...
That was the day My beloved Malibu (aka Mali) thought it would be fun not to start... At 9 pm I was given a ride home from the Boss Lady. Thursday I got I used my mom's car and drove back to Stoughton jumped my car after working and then managed to bring both cars back home. I went to a wake for a friends Dad then headed to town for a new battery and an oil filter and some oil. (I know you know this part) Friday I was back to work bright and early to work as the hostess for lunch and setting up the banquet hall and helping hostess for dinner getting down around 11 making it about 13 hours for the day. I got a beer and sat down at the bar just in time for Frosted Flacks to be sitting across the way. (I know my life is SUPER) being the bigger person I went over and said hi to him. But not before I slammed my beer and said good night to everyone else I wanted to talk to in the bar and was headed out when Mr Bigglesworth's newest roommate started hitting on me. After leaving he asked Mr Bigglesworth for my number and he of cores gave it to him so he started texting me. Saturday we held a Halloween Party at the BBG so at 9 I was back at it putting up the fun stuff to make the BBG scary. The I finished the banquet hall and and worked mixing drinks until around 11 then I changed into my Flapper Dress for Saturday night ... once again looking steller ... you be the judge... here I am with the Boss Lady.. She is a pirate. We both looked good.
You don't call me back
But you kiss me when you're drunk
I don't know your friends
Don't know where you've been
Why are you the one I want
Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
Don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
Don't say it doesn't mater cause it's gonna matter to me
I can't be alone with
You've got me out on the edge every time you call
And i know it would kill me if I fall
i can't be alone with you
Please don't chain that door
I can't win this war
Your body's like a pill I shouldn't take
Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
Don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
Don't say it doesn't mater cause it's gonna matter to me
I can't be alone with
You've got me out on the edge every time you call
And i know it would kill me if I fall
i can't be alone with you
I can't be alone with you
Don't put your lips up to my mouth and tell me you can't stay
Don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay
Don't say you're gone love me cause you're gonna love me and leave
I can't be alone with
You've got me out on the edge every time you call
And i know it would kill me if I fall
I cant be alone with you
I don't see you laugh
You don't call me back
But you kiss me when you're drunk
It was a long weekend... Starting Wednesday (lol not really the weekend)
Wednesday was Halloween. I Dressed up as Robin Hood. I looked pretty steller if I do say so myself ...but you can be the judge...
That was the day My beloved Malibu (aka Mali) thought it would be fun not to start... At 9 pm I was given a ride home from the Boss Lady. Thursday I got I used my mom's car and drove back to Stoughton jumped my car after working and then managed to bring both cars back home. I went to a wake for a friends Dad then headed to town for a new battery and an oil filter and some oil. (I know you know this part) Friday I was back to work bright and early to work as the hostess for lunch and setting up the banquet hall and helping hostess for dinner getting down around 11 making it about 13 hours for the day. I got a beer and sat down at the bar just in time for Frosted Flacks to be sitting across the way. (I know my life is SUPER) being the bigger person I went over and said hi to him. But not before I slammed my beer and said good night to everyone else I wanted to talk to in the bar and was headed out when Mr Bigglesworth's newest roommate started hitting on me. After leaving he asked Mr Bigglesworth for my number and he of cores gave it to him so he started texting me. Saturday we held a Halloween Party at the BBG so at 9 I was back at it putting up the fun stuff to make the BBG scary. The I finished the banquet hall and and worked mixing drinks until around 11 then I changed into my Flapper Dress for Saturday night ... once again looking steller ... you be the judge... here I am with the Boss Lady.. She is a pirate. We both looked good.
The Mechanic showed up at the party and I had to drive him home. The roommate said hello and went off to flirt with some other random girl (he ended up pulling a hat trick {3 different girl in the weekend} I was not one of them) I gave my number to a guy that like to bowl (I am yet to hear from him) I stayed to help return the BBG to the way it was meant to look and was home by 4 am. (remember day light savings time so it was really 5 am) and was back to work at 4 the next day to stay until 11:30 closing down the bar again. Then went up to give Mr Bigglesworth a ride home getting to bed around 2 am. The as always we did Monday Funday and went out last night ... we had a blast I drank too much but am OK with it. That brings me to today I slept until 1pm did the walk back to my car and went to the BBG for a few hours to take to the Boss Lady and the CBE. Come home. Voted with my family had dinner and talked to Best Friend #3. Now its 9:20 and I'm writing for the world to know about my life because sometimes its like no one else cares. 2 of the 4 guys kissed me this weekend. I won't give names on here... Not even fake ones. Lets just say it was a really long weekend... Guess thats all... Enjoy the photos and I'm sure you understand the song choice.
Have Faith ...
Deuces ...
PS ~He who shall not be named has a new girlfriend... Yesterday was both good and bad...
That's all
K*
Thursday, November 1, 2012
I Go Back ~Kenny Chesney
Jack and Diane painted a picture of my life and my dreams
Suddenly this crazy world made more sense to me
Well, I heard it today and I couldn't help but sing along
'Cause every time I hear that song
An' I go back to a two toned short bed Chevy
Drivin' my first love out to the levy
Livin' life with no sense of time
An' I go back to the feel of a fifty yard line
A blanket, a girl, some raspberry wine
Wishin' time would stop right in its tracks
Every time I hear that song
I go back, I go back
I used to rock all night long to, "Keep On Rockin' Me Baby"
Frat parties, college bars, just tryin' to impress the ladies
Well, I heard it today and I couldn't help but sing along
'Cause every time I hear that song
An' I go back to the smell of an old gym floor
The taste of salt on the Carolina shore
After graduation and drinkin' goodbye to friends
And I go back to watchin' summer fade to fall
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/kenny-chesney-lyrics/i-go-back-lyrics.html ]
Growin' up too fast and I do recall
Wishin' time would stop right in its tracks
Every time I hear that song
I go back, I go back
We all have a song that somehow stamped our lives
Takes us to another place and time
So I go back to a pew, preacher, and a choir
Singin' 'bout God, brimstone, and fire
And the smell of Sunday chicken after church
And I go back to the loss of a real good friend
And the sixteen summers I shared with him
Now "Only The Good Die Young" stops me in my tracks
Every time I hear that song
I go back, I go back
To the feel of a fifty yard line
A blanket, a girl, some raspberry wine
I go back
(I go back)
To watchin' summer fade to fall
Growin' up too fast and I do recall
I go back
(I go back)
To the loss of a real good friend
And the sixteen summers I shared with him
I go back
(I go back)
I go back, I go back
I don't know what it is about music that can change my day... making is better or worse. I had a ok day today. I worked this morning, go my car running (another story for another day) then I had to go to a
visitation for a friends Dad. That is heart breaking. My friend is about 5 years older then me, but only 1 year older then my oldest sister. I can begin to know what him and his family are going though. Honestly I don't want to. Then I played on Facebook for a bit before heading to town to get some parts for my car to keep it running. And made two pit stops to see Best Friend #1 and #2 (named in no order) The music that played in my head or on the radio was not hand chosen that it mostly is in my life. Between my MP3 player on my phone, the CD player in my car and sticking a buck here and there in the Jukebox I pretty much hand pick my inner song for the day. But today I listened to the straight up radio. (New and different) So my inner song changed lots of times today. Mostly country but every now and then I should put on the "Pop" Chanel and get a little "Give your Heart a Break" but today the radio spoke to me more then normal. I heard a lot of older songs that took me right back to high school or shortly after and had a nice long day of remembering how easy my life use to be... Maybe I need a day of tears. Please don't take that as my tears fell all day. Its nothing like that ... but my eyes have been watery (for lack of a better word) After my shopping and visiting I grabbed a bit to ear and headed to home. After my drive though dinner my mom rolled my hair so it would be curly for work tomorrow. Some people might thing I "Husband hunting" (what single girl in her isn't) But its more for me. I'm feeling off lately and just need a day to do something to make Katie Jean feel more like a pretty pretty princess for a day. Even if it does involve working. I guess thats all tonight. I do however thing that some of you might feel the same way about music that I do. I can almost take me be to the place when that song found it meaning for me.
Have faith
Deuces
K*
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Both Of Us ~B.o.B ft. Taylor Swift
[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us
[B.o.B]
Ever thought about losing it?
When your money is all gone and you lose your whip
You might lose your grip
When the landlord tell you that you're due for rent
And the grass so green on the other side
Make a nigga wanna run straight through the fence
Open up the fridge about 20 times
But still can't find no food in it
That's foolishness
And sometimes I wonder
All we care so much about the way we look
And the way we talk, and the way we act
And the clothes we bought, how much that cost?
Does it even really matter?
Cuz if life is an uphill battle,
We all try to climb on the same old ladder
In the same boat with the same old paddle
Why so shallow, I'm just asking
What's the pattern to the madness?
Everybody in a #1 draft pick
Most of us aint Hollywood actors
But if it's all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day we all can ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
Sincerely yours, from one of y'all
[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us
[B.o.B]
I can feel your pain,
I can feel your struggle
You just want to live
But everything so low,
That you can drown in the puddle
That's why I gotta hold us up
Yeah hold us up
For all the times no one ever spoke for us
So every single time that they play this song
You can say that, "that's what Bobby Ray wrote for us"
When his eyes get too high
And the sea up underneath get so deep
And you feel like you're just another person
Getting lost in the crowd
Way up high in the nosebleeds (Uh)
Because we've both been there
Yeah both of us
But we still stand tall
With our shoulders up
And even though we always against the odds
These are the things that have molded us
And if life hadn't chosen us
Sometimes I wonder
Where I would have wound up
Cuz if it was up to me
I would make a new blueprint
Then build it from the ground up
Hey, but if its all for one
And One for all
Then maybe one day
We all could ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
From Bobby Ray to all of y'all
[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Sometimes I fell like my life is falling apart at my feet and there is nothing I can do about it. Now don't get me wrong I know that's not true I have a job I love a roof over my head and food in my belly. I am truly a lucky person. I also sometimes like I have the whole world on my shoulders (or maybe my sore wrist) I work 6 days a week and still try to find time to hang out with my friends and family (and fail most of the time) I do like Monday nights with my BBG BFF, her stalker and Mr. Bigglesworth. I like my Tuesdays off. Even is I don't leave my house it's my day and it makes me happy to have a day that is all about me. Wednesday's a I work a split shift. 10-2 4-close. Sometimes close means the bar not the kitchen. But I'm ok with that. I need the money. Thursdays Fridays Saturday Sunday I work. Lots of split shifts. Not all the time but lots of them. The schedule that was posted today has me working Monday night, Tuesday off Wednesday split Thursday Day Fridays Day till question (we have a banquet on Saturday) The Saturday I have to finish setting up the hall in the morning and I'm barterer then, and we'll wrap it up with a split shift on Sunday - Funday for a packer game. Please don't misunderstand this (I will put this plainly) ... I LOVE MY JOB. I would work there forever if I could. I am not complaining about my job or how many hours that I work. I don't wish for more hours in the day or anything stupid like that. I am happy... its just sometimes I see happy couples together and it make s me lonely. But then I wonder what my Mr. Right would like about my job and hours and everything else that I do that I don't know if I boyfriend would like. See I have a no real references... Number 1 and I were children... Number 2 had another girl the whole time he was with me ...Number 3 was He Who Shall Not Be Named and 7 years later I woke to find out that I was not anywhere near happy and he didn't treat me the way I should be treated and didn't love me the way I needed to be loved. Number 4 fell hard and fast and would have jumped in front of a train for me. He was a sweet guy but I didn't feel the same for him as he felt for me. (Champ sorry if you do not agree with me one this one) So I don't know if working in a bar long hours and getting hit on by two or three guys a day is really the best was to start a new love story. It has not worked for me this far that's for damn sure... Between Mr. Doughtful and Frosted Flakes and The Farmer and the guy how has left me his number 3 different times. It just doesn't seam to be my time. But that might be a good thing because I am not willing to change me job for some random guy that doesn't like what I do for a living. End rant...
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us
[B.o.B]
Ever thought about losing it?
When your money is all gone and you lose your whip
You might lose your grip
When the landlord tell you that you're due for rent
And the grass so green on the other side
Make a nigga wanna run straight through the fence
Open up the fridge about 20 times
But still can't find no food in it
That's foolishness
And sometimes I wonder
All we care so much about the way we look
And the way we talk, and the way we act
And the clothes we bought, how much that cost?
Does it even really matter?
Cuz if life is an uphill battle,
We all try to climb on the same old ladder
In the same boat with the same old paddle
Why so shallow, I'm just asking
What's the pattern to the madness?
Everybody in a #1 draft pick
Most of us aint Hollywood actors
But if it's all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day we all can ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
Sincerely yours, from one of y'all
[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us
[B.o.B]
I can feel your pain,
I can feel your struggle
You just want to live
But everything so low,
That you can drown in the puddle
That's why I gotta hold us up
Yeah hold us up
For all the times no one ever spoke for us
So every single time that they play this song
You can say that, "that's what Bobby Ray wrote for us"
When his eyes get too high
And the sea up underneath get so deep
And you feel like you're just another person
Getting lost in the crowd
Way up high in the nosebleeds (Uh)
Because we've both been there
Yeah both of us
But we still stand tall
With our shoulders up
And even though we always against the odds
These are the things that have molded us
And if life hadn't chosen us
Sometimes I wonder
Where I would have wound up
Cuz if it was up to me
I would make a new blueprint
Then build it from the ground up
Hey, but if its all for one
And One for all
Then maybe one day
We all could ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
From Bobby Ray to all of y'all
[Taylor Swift - Chorus]
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both us
Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Sometimes I fell like my life is falling apart at my feet and there is nothing I can do about it. Now don't get me wrong I know that's not true I have a job I love a roof over my head and food in my belly. I am truly a lucky person. I also sometimes like I have the whole world on my shoulders (or maybe my sore wrist) I work 6 days a week and still try to find time to hang out with my friends and family (and fail most of the time) I do like Monday nights with my BBG BFF, her stalker and Mr. Bigglesworth. I like my Tuesdays off. Even is I don't leave my house it's my day and it makes me happy to have a day that is all about me. Wednesday's a I work a split shift. 10-2 4-close. Sometimes close means the bar not the kitchen. But I'm ok with that. I need the money. Thursdays Fridays Saturday Sunday I work. Lots of split shifts. Not all the time but lots of them. The schedule that was posted today has me working Monday night, Tuesday off Wednesday split Thursday Day Fridays Day till question (we have a banquet on Saturday) The Saturday I have to finish setting up the hall in the morning and I'm barterer then, and we'll wrap it up with a split shift on Sunday - Funday for a packer game. Please don't misunderstand this (I will put this plainly) ... I LOVE MY JOB. I would work there forever if I could. I am not complaining about my job or how many hours that I work. I don't wish for more hours in the day or anything stupid like that. I am happy... its just sometimes I see happy couples together and it make s me lonely. But then I wonder what my Mr. Right would like about my job and hours and everything else that I do that I don't know if I boyfriend would like. See I have a no real references... Number 1 and I were children... Number 2 had another girl the whole time he was with me ...Number 3 was He Who Shall Not Be Named and 7 years later I woke to find out that I was not anywhere near happy and he didn't treat me the way I should be treated and didn't love me the way I needed to be loved. Number 4 fell hard and fast and would have jumped in front of a train for me. He was a sweet guy but I didn't feel the same for him as he felt for me. (Champ sorry if you do not agree with me one this one) So I don't know if working in a bar long hours and getting hit on by two or three guys a day is really the best was to start a new love story. It has not worked for me this far that's for damn sure... Between Mr. Doughtful and Frosted Flakes and The Farmer and the guy how has left me his number 3 different times. It just doesn't seam to be my time. But that might be a good thing because I am not willing to change me job for some random guy that doesn't like what I do for a living. End rant...
That might be all for the night I guess... I posted the video this week and I think I will go back and add the video's to the old post...
Remember to have faith
Deuces
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Mean ~ Taylor Swift
You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man
Well, you can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know
Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again
You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man
Well, you can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know
Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again
I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know
Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean
All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Ok so I'm upset if you can't tell ...
So
Lets start with Mr. Doubtful ...
First I ask him more then once to be straight with me about who he feels and he tell me nothing ... I went out with my friends to a bar or two, and had a drink or fourteenish the more I drank I started texting him giving him an all out pass to tell me anything and he did openly... things that I did want to know and things that I didn't. ( I want to get married and have kids he does not.) So he told me that he kinda likes me but we want different things out of life so he didn't see us working out. I took that well because at least he was telling me something. Then in a TEXT message he told me that he had or has a "crush" on best friend #3. Then he told me that he wants to stay friends and we should still hang out. He was very sorry to tell me the way he did, he was going to tell me Friday night but we were having so much fun together he didn't want to wreck things. Whatever. Then he showed up where I work the next day and acted like nothing happened. Being me I got
over it easily and we stated being just friends. We played pool and he acted like a small child. I once again forgave him for being silly and wrote it off as we changing our relationship to just friends. Things got better as we got more use to being friends and nothing more. Enter Frosted Flakes my new friend
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Ok so I'm upset if you can't tell ...
So
Lets start with Mr. Doubtful ...
First I ask him more then once to be straight with me about who he feels and he tell me nothing ... I went out with my friends to a bar or two, and had a drink or fourteenish the more I drank I started texting him giving him an all out pass to tell me anything and he did openly... things that I did want to know and things that I didn't. ( I want to get married and have kids he does not.) So he told me that he kinda likes me but we want different things out of life so he didn't see us working out. I took that well because at least he was telling me something. Then in a TEXT message he told me that he had or has a "crush" on best friend #3. Then he told me that he wants to stay friends and we should still hang out. He was very sorry to tell me the way he did, he was going to tell me Friday night but we were having so much fun together he didn't want to wreck things. Whatever. Then he showed up where I work the next day and acted like nothing happened. Being me I got
over it easily and we stated being just friends. We played pool and he acted like a small child. I once again forgave him for being silly and wrote it off as we changing our relationship to just friends. Things got better as we got more use to being friends and nothing more. Enter Frosted Flakes my new friend
One random Monday night my BBG BFF's family came in with some friends of papa's work (her papa not mine) and there was this super cute guy Frosted Flakes. I asked her if he was single after finding out that he was. I may or may not have flirted with him. My Boss who is the coolest boss ever (he will be known as CBE) thought it would be a good plan for me to have a beer or four and a shot or six. So Frosted Flakes and I were talking, we shot some pool with the bet being if he beat me he got my phone number. I do play pool ... badly so naturally he got my phone number. We may or may not have shared a kiss or two he may or may not have walked to my BBG BFF's house to sleep then may or may not have picked me up and took me back to my car. Because we left and came back together rumors spread. I was not the happiest about this but I knew nothing would change it so I just knew that is wasn't true so it's whatever. Mr Doubtful heard the rumors and proceeded to call me a whore. needless to day we are not friends anymore. So Frosted Flakes took me to lunch Wednesday we texed everyday here and there for two weeks. We had dinner together on Thursday the next week and made plans to hang out soon and watch a movie. Monday he broke the plans because he was too tired. I can deal with that because he works funny hours sometimes. Wednesday he broke our plans because he was too tired. And proceeded to break our plans for tonight because he was going home for a birthday party for his dad. Don't get me wrong family is SUPER imported so I can't fault him for that but I was upset that he made the planes with me in the first place. OH and that's not even getting into that his X is somehow causing drama where he works somehow ... another story for a another day.
I would like to also say that Mr. Its the Little Things (remember he is someone that Best Friend #3 was talking to) SUCKS thats all I'm going to say about that but know that he is a LOSER who thinks he is the coolest guy and God's gift to woman but he is NOT. He is a jerk and I hope bad things on him like jail time or something. Maybe something even worst if I could think of it
I feel a very small amount better now... Thanks for reading
That's all
Remember to have Faith
Deuces
I would like to also say that Mr. Its the Little Things (remember he is someone that Best Friend #3 was talking to) SUCKS thats all I'm going to say about that but know that he is a LOSER who thinks he is the coolest guy and God's gift to woman but he is NOT. He is a jerk and I hope bad things on him like jail time or something. Maybe something even worst if I could think of it
I feel a very small amount better now... Thanks for reading
That's all
Remember to have Faith
Deuces
Monday, September 17, 2012
Call Me Maybe~ Carly Rae Jepsen
I threw a wish in the well
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell
And now you're in my way
I trade my soul for a wish
Pennies and diamonds for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this
But now you're in my way
Your stare was holding
Ripped jeans, skin was showing
Hot night, wind was blowing
Where you think you're going, baby?
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me
But here's my number, so call me maybe
You took your time with the call
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all, but still you're in my way
I beg and borrow and steal
Have first sight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it, but it's in my way
Your stare was holding
Ripped jeans, skin was showing
Hot night, wind was blowing
Where you think you're going, baby?
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad... I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that... I missed you so, so bad
It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad... I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that
So call me maybe
This was a VERY long weekend... We had a wedding reception at the bar I work at... (we have a banquet hall down stairs no worries)
...
Friday
I got my nails down and had an Iced coffee the I headed to the bar where I worked from 1:48 p.m. until 3:37 a.m. making for a long day. I went from setting up the hall to hostessing to bartending. That makes for a long night and a lot of changing for cloths. Mr. Bigglesworth and I closed down the bar and did clean up I spent the night on his couch... seaming as I had to be back at 8:30 a.m. to let the bride in. Now I don't live far from my bar but it does take me 20 or so minutes to get there so I opped to stay at his place. Now don't miss understand I slept and he slept nothing more or less. He is just a good friend. He has two roommates. Mr Doubtful, and Mr I'm the biggest jerk in the world (different name to come...) Mr. Doubtful and I are in the process of learning to be just friends. I'm ok with that. I honestly think it will be better that way. He is however finishing up the rocking chair that he got me(SO fricking excited about that) Anyway. I saw the clock at 4:09 a.m.
...
Saturday
I was up, dressed, teeth brushed and headed to the bar at 8:15. I let the bride in and headed to E-Town. I took a 4 minute shower hugged my Mom and headed back to the Bar in clean clothes. I worked from 10-1 up stairs waiting tables for lunch. The I went back to the hall making use all the tables were set with everything, that the floor had nothing on it that was not meant to be there, the I stocked the bar. The wedding party started showing up at about 4:30. I had a lovely Assistant and together we rocked the hell of that party. I sent her about an hour after all the guests went up stairs to the main bar... so lets put it about 12:30 or 1:00 am. I clean and take down the tables until about 2:30 then I had to take extra dishes up stairs, 2:45. I have Mr. Doubtful walk me to my car (it is not parked in the parking lot ...I don't wanna take a spot from a paying customer.) I then realized that I did not have a sweatshirt. So I drove my car right to a parking stall and went back down stairs to get it, this brings us to 2:55 back in my car sending a text ...'I'm going to need a wake up call I'm just leaving the bar' send to The New Girl. Then I of course drove home with my radio blaring and my windows down, I got home at 3:15 ish I changed in PJ's and was asleep when my head hit the pillow
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell
And now you're in my way
I trade my soul for a wish
Pennies and diamonds for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this
But now you're in my way
Your stare was holding
Ripped jeans, skin was showing
Hot night, wind was blowing
Where you think you're going, baby?
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me
But here's my number, so call me maybe
You took your time with the call
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all, but still you're in my way
I beg and borrow and steal
Have first sight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it, but it's in my way
Your stare was holding
Ripped jeans, skin was showing
Hot night, wind was blowing
Where you think you're going, baby?
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad... I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that... I missed you so, so bad
It's hard to look right, at you baby
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad... I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that
So call me maybe
This was a VERY long weekend... We had a wedding reception at the bar I work at... (we have a banquet hall down stairs no worries)
...
Friday
I got my nails down and had an Iced coffee the I headed to the bar where I worked from 1:48 p.m. until 3:37 a.m. making for a long day. I went from setting up the hall to hostessing to bartending. That makes for a long night and a lot of changing for cloths. Mr. Bigglesworth and I closed down the bar and did clean up I spent the night on his couch... seaming as I had to be back at 8:30 a.m. to let the bride in. Now I don't live far from my bar but it does take me 20 or so minutes to get there so I opped to stay at his place. Now don't miss understand I slept and he slept nothing more or less. He is just a good friend. He has two roommates. Mr Doubtful, and Mr I'm the biggest jerk in the world (different name to come...) Mr. Doubtful and I are in the process of learning to be just friends. I'm ok with that. I honestly think it will be better that way. He is however finishing up the rocking chair that he got me(SO fricking excited about that) Anyway. I saw the clock at 4:09 a.m.
...
Saturday
I was up, dressed, teeth brushed and headed to the bar at 8:15. I let the bride in and headed to E-Town. I took a 4 minute shower hugged my Mom and headed back to the Bar in clean clothes. I worked from 10-1 up stairs waiting tables for lunch. The I went back to the hall making use all the tables were set with everything, that the floor had nothing on it that was not meant to be there, the I stocked the bar. The wedding party started showing up at about 4:30. I had a lovely Assistant and together we rocked the hell of that party. I sent her about an hour after all the guests went up stairs to the main bar... so lets put it about 12:30 or 1:00 am. I clean and take down the tables until about 2:30 then I had to take extra dishes up stairs, 2:45. I have Mr. Doubtful walk me to my car (it is not parked in the parking lot ...I don't wanna take a spot from a paying customer.) I then realized that I did not have a sweatshirt. So I drove my car right to a parking stall and went back down stairs to get it, this brings us to 2:55 back in my car sending a text ...'I'm going to need a wake up call I'm just leaving the bar' send to The New Girl. Then I of course drove home with my radio blaring and my windows down, I got home at 3:15 ish I changed in PJ's and was asleep when my head hit the pillow
...
Sunday
7:41 first unanswered text... there was 1 more texts and and 3 phone calls before she gives and calls my Mom. 7:55 "Katie Jean are you up yet???" my only response "OK" I am up, dressed with brushed teeth and all that jazz in less then 10 minutes. 17 minutes later I am parking in front of her apartment. (Don't tell my dad I got there that fast lol) Together The New girl and I went to the WW and waited for our ride from the cutest married people ever... Then the 4 of us headed to the flat land and went to 6 Flags!!! We had a really good time. We ran into some of my friends and some of her friends. All and all it was a great day. It was a semi-privet event so that means there was only a line for batman. We road in the front 2 rows on EVERYTHING!! It was very fun we were there from 10:30ish until 5:30ish we hit all of the rides ... some twice...and really funny ones like The Dark Knight it was more like 4 or 5 times. We found the camera on the rides and would do like shooting guns or kissie faces. It was really a fun day. We ate pretzels and drank Coke and had funnel cakes walked ten million miles. Ok maybe not but we did the whole park twice. We got in the car to come home and I was sleep about 37 seconds after we got on I-94 and slept until we were about 21 minuets from WW and The new Girls car. I got in my car with the Windows down and the radio bumping and drove home to eat and be back in bed by 9 and asleep but 10. it was a long weekend but I can't lie it is a weekend I would relive if I could!
I had planed on giving you words of wisdom about 6 flags but the most important think I can think to tell you is that even thought the top row of the carousel looks like it will be the most fun... the bottom level had the MUCH better choices to ride on. But chose carfully because the really sweet choices on the outside row will not move up and down! Its sad but true!
Well Ladies and Gents I will leave you with this video made by the cutest married people ever and talk to you all again soon ... maybe not tomorrow ... not cooking lesson tomorrow, something that has to do with a hair cut... Love you all and thanks for reading ...
Oh PS the song today is because I heard it as least 3 times a day every day thing weekend so it seamed fitting
Deuces
7:41 first unanswered text... there was 1 more texts and and 3 phone calls before she gives and calls my Mom. 7:55 "Katie Jean are you up yet???" my only response "OK" I am up, dressed with brushed teeth and all that jazz in less then 10 minutes. 17 minutes later I am parking in front of her apartment. (Don't tell my dad I got there that fast lol) Together The New girl and I went to the WW and waited for our ride from the cutest married people ever... Then the 4 of us headed to the flat land and went to 6 Flags!!! We had a really good time. We ran into some of my friends and some of her friends. All and all it was a great day. It was a semi-privet event so that means there was only a line for batman. We road in the front 2 rows on EVERYTHING!! It was very fun we were there from 10:30ish until 5:30ish we hit all of the rides ... some twice...and really funny ones like The Dark Knight it was more like 4 or 5 times. We found the camera on the rides and would do like shooting guns or kissie faces. It was really a fun day. We ate pretzels and drank Coke and had funnel cakes walked ten million miles. Ok maybe not but we did the whole park twice. We got in the car to come home and I was sleep about 37 seconds after we got on I-94 and slept until we were about 21 minuets from WW and The new Girls car. I got in my car with the Windows down and the radio bumping and drove home to eat and be back in bed by 9 and asleep but 10. it was a long weekend but I can't lie it is a weekend I would relive if I could!
I had planed on giving you words of wisdom about 6 flags but the most important think I can think to tell you is that even thought the top row of the carousel looks like it will be the most fun... the bottom level had the MUCH better choices to ride on. But chose carfully because the really sweet choices on the outside row will not move up and down! Its sad but true!
Well Ladies and Gents I will leave you with this video made by the cutest married people ever and talk to you all again soon ... maybe not tomorrow ... not cooking lesson tomorrow, something that has to do with a hair cut... Love you all and thanks for reading ...
Oh PS the song today is because I heard it as least 3 times a day every day thing weekend so it seamed fitting
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Walking After Midnight ~Patsy Cline
I go out walking after midnight
Out in the moonlight just like we used to do
I'm always walking after midnight searching for you
I walk for miles along the highway
Well that's just my way of saying I love you
I'm always walking after midnight searching for you
I stopped to see a weeping willow
Crying on his pillow maybe he's crying for me
And as the skies turn gloomy
Night winds whisper to me I'm lonesome as I can be
I go out walking after midnight out in the starlight
Just hoping you maybe somewhere walking after midnight searching for me
I stopped to see a weeping willow
Crying on his pillow maybe he's crying for me
And as the skies turn gloomy
Night winds whisper to me I'm lonesome as I can be
I go walking after midnight out in the starlight
Just hoping you maybe somewhere walking after midnight searching for me
Tonight took me back... Tonight I cooked meatloaf with The New Girl... after having lunch with some E-town BBG girls who talked me into dying my hair ... it was light brown with blond tips from highlights. It is now dark brown with a hint of red ... I've always wanted red hair.
Other then that it was a normal Tuesday in my world... ok not really. I did not have a real shower which was lucky. (Its better to color hair if its not clean) I did not get to wear PJ's all day. I had dinner with The New Girl much earlier then normal. (Tomorrow she goes back to New Girl hours as she calls them) We did watch a movie like last week, and as always I got a new CD. I did request a song tonight We are never getting back together by Taylor Swift. I don't honestly know what it is about that song but I love it. She got it for me. So as I was skipping through the CD to see what other songs I knew on it when I found a song that I use to sing to my residents when I was a CNA (which seams like a million years ago now...) I would sing Walking after Midnight to them in the shower room. I know what your thinking ... shower room??? Thats right I was the shower aid and I loved it. At the end of my shift I knew that the people on my list for that day were clean and in clean clothes. It made me feel good about myself like I had really made a difference in that persons life. Maybe I just crazy ( if you read my blog you know I'm 50 shades of crazy {;)} anyway) I had one lady that just loved it and would sing with me. Others just seamed like they didn't care if I were to sing or not (most likely because I'm not a good singer) But every so often the one person that I would skip the song for would say that they missed it. Today also took me back because one of my favorite shows came back for the season ... SOA or the Sons of Anarchy. Can't lie I was never really into it before The Champ. One time we were at his house looking for something to watch on NetFlixs. I wanted to watch gLee. He straight up laughed at me. We made a deal ... he would watch one episode off gLee if I would watch one episode of SOA. I went for it. I can't lie the first time I watched it I didn't overly love it. Later that summer I was home alone on Shuetter Rd when I thought to give it another try. Turns out I LOVE the show. lol I watched the first two seasons of NetFlixs. The Champ thankfully had season three and we (The Coach The Champ The Creepier My IN girlfriend The Jerk and someothers) watched it at The Coach's house. When season 4 came out we all watched it together at mine's and My IN girlfriend's house. her and I would cook the boys dinner and we would watch the show. I can't lie Tuesdays have always been one of my favorite day today did not disappoint.
The weekend was good other then WI football sucking ass. I found out that I am once again stronger then I thought I was. So did the New Girl. Something about a really cheep drinks at one bar and the bar being open at another be makes it easy to see things clearly. (see there's my crazy coming out again lol) We drank some wine at bar time and talked like we often do... She about The X and me about Mr Doubtful. It was not pretty. That night both boys (notice I did not say men I said boys) Said or did things that upset her and I in a drunken state. But being the strong and brave woman that she and I are we will bonce back with each others help. We are traveling to the flat land on Sunday to enjoy some food that is REALLY bad for us and ride some very scary rides... should be very fun for us.
Well my lovelys I think that maybe all for this girl tonight...
Remember to have faith
Deuces
PS ... Just for anyone who might care ... I moved to IN two years ago tomorrow... and back again 16 months later... Thats all
Out in the moonlight just like we used to do
I'm always walking after midnight searching for you
I walk for miles along the highway
Well that's just my way of saying I love you
I'm always walking after midnight searching for you
I stopped to see a weeping willow
Crying on his pillow maybe he's crying for me
And as the skies turn gloomy
Night winds whisper to me I'm lonesome as I can be
I go out walking after midnight out in the starlight
Just hoping you maybe somewhere walking after midnight searching for me
I stopped to see a weeping willow
Crying on his pillow maybe he's crying for me
And as the skies turn gloomy
Night winds whisper to me I'm lonesome as I can be
I go walking after midnight out in the starlight
Just hoping you maybe somewhere walking after midnight searching for me
Tonight took me back... Tonight I cooked meatloaf with The New Girl... after having lunch with some E-town BBG girls who talked me into dying my hair ... it was light brown with blond tips from highlights. It is now dark brown with a hint of red ... I've always wanted red hair.
Other then that it was a normal Tuesday in my world... ok not really. I did not have a real shower which was lucky. (Its better to color hair if its not clean) I did not get to wear PJ's all day. I had dinner with The New Girl much earlier then normal. (Tomorrow she goes back to New Girl hours as she calls them) We did watch a movie like last week, and as always I got a new CD. I did request a song tonight We are never getting back together by Taylor Swift. I don't honestly know what it is about that song but I love it. She got it for me. So as I was skipping through the CD to see what other songs I knew on it when I found a song that I use to sing to my residents when I was a CNA (which seams like a million years ago now...) I would sing Walking after Midnight to them in the shower room. I know what your thinking ... shower room??? Thats right I was the shower aid and I loved it. At the end of my shift I knew that the people on my list for that day were clean and in clean clothes. It made me feel good about myself like I had really made a difference in that persons life. Maybe I just crazy ( if you read my blog you know I'm 50 shades of crazy {;)} anyway) I had one lady that just loved it and would sing with me. Others just seamed like they didn't care if I were to sing or not (most likely because I'm not a good singer) But every so often the one person that I would skip the song for would say that they missed it. Today also took me back because one of my favorite shows came back for the season ... SOA or the Sons of Anarchy. Can't lie I was never really into it before The Champ. One time we were at his house looking for something to watch on NetFlixs. I wanted to watch gLee. He straight up laughed at me. We made a deal ... he would watch one episode off gLee if I would watch one episode of SOA. I went for it. I can't lie the first time I watched it I didn't overly love it. Later that summer I was home alone on Shuetter Rd when I thought to give it another try. Turns out I LOVE the show. lol I watched the first two seasons of NetFlixs. The Champ thankfully had season three and we (The Coach The Champ The Creepier My IN girlfriend The Jerk and someothers) watched it at The Coach's house. When season 4 came out we all watched it together at mine's and My IN girlfriend's house. her and I would cook the boys dinner and we would watch the show. I can't lie Tuesdays have always been one of my favorite day today did not disappoint.
The weekend was good other then WI football sucking ass. I found out that I am once again stronger then I thought I was. So did the New Girl. Something about a really cheep drinks at one bar and the bar being open at another be makes it easy to see things clearly. (see there's my crazy coming out again lol) We drank some wine at bar time and talked like we often do... She about The X and me about Mr Doubtful. It was not pretty. That night both boys (notice I did not say men I said boys) Said or did things that upset her and I in a drunken state. But being the strong and brave woman that she and I are we will bonce back with each others help. We are traveling to the flat land on Sunday to enjoy some food that is REALLY bad for us and ride some very scary rides... should be very fun for us.
Well my lovelys I think that maybe all for this girl tonight...
Remember to have faith
Deuces
PS ... Just for anyone who might care ... I moved to IN two years ago tomorrow... and back again 16 months later... Thats all
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Shake It Out~Florence And The Machine
Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play
And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn
And I've been a fool and I've been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around
And our love is pastured such a mournful sound
Tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues strong
But it's always darkest before the dawn
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart
Cause I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
And given half the chance would I take any of it back
It's a fine romance but it's left me so undone
It's always darkest before the dawn
Oh woah, oh woah...
And I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't
So here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my rope
And I'm ready to suffer and I'm ready to hope
It's a shot in the dark and right at my throat
Cause looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Well what the hell I'm gonna let it happen to me
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
Oh hey people
I can't lie tonight's song is something that I learned to love because of gLee. They have a way of picking really great songs that I have never heard of.
I LOVE Tuesday's ... today I slept in and when I showered I put on clean pj's what about that doesn't scream BEST DAY EVER!!!!
Tonight the song was almost different. But I will more then likely use that song (soon) so I'll just keep that to myself. The New girl and I cooked dinner together again tonight... nothing fancy like last week (brinner remember) tonight we had a Katie Jean original Hobo casserole. Just some random things that are in most pantry's. (not all but most) After dinner we watched a storm roll in. She did laundry (I helped a very small amount) We watched a movie. Again we talked about life... Mr. It's the little things, The X and her Job and the book she's reading. How much fun Saturday night is going to be out with The Doodle. I talked about work as well. The long weekend that I had, going to the gym, tanning before I get on a BIG boat and go on a curse in January. I talked about Mr. Doubtful. He makes me think a lot. I mean don't get me wrong I don't want to get married tomorrow but, on the same note I also don't like not knowing where I stand. Maybe it just a "woman thing" Or I'm having a "Katie Moment" but it upsets me.
Anyway I want to give a shout out to a very special Bopsey on her 21th birthday!!
while I'm at it My BBG BFF's son's birthday is also to day so Happy birthday to him too.
good luck with another year of school and Love to all
Have faith
Deuces
K*
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
God don't make mistakes ~Jamie O'Neal
It was one of those days when she couldn't find a single ray of sunshine
There wasn't even a cloud up in the sky
After thirteen years at the factory they sorry mam but we're downsizin
That's the way life is, good luck with the rest of it
She looked me in the eye and said this ain't the first time I've taken the fall,
but let me tell you girl what's gotten me through is keepin faith through it all
There wasn't even a cloud up in the sky
After thirteen years at the factory they sorry mam but we're downsizin
That's the way life is, good luck with the rest of it
She looked me in the eye and said this ain't the first time I've taken the fall,
but let me tell you girl what's gotten me through is keepin faith through it all
Cause there'll be
Dead ends and road blocks, Tough times and hard knocks
Seems like you're always wonderin why you're at the right place at the wrong time
Wheels movin but you feel stuck, like your life's spinnin in a big mud
When you're out there runnin around on a wild goose chase,
There's a reason to keep believin,
God don't make mistakes
Everybody said you gotta give it up
You can't keep that child, It's just too tough at seventeen, You're just a baby
Well she cried and she prayed, made up her mind
Said this beautiful life that's growin inside needs a chance to have a hand in God's plan
Everyone told her they'd never by, well he just turned sixteen
Made it straight to the top of his class, the captain of the football team
Dead ends and road blocks, Tough times and hard knocks
Seems like you're always wonderin why you're at the right place at the wrong time
Wheels movin but you feel stuck, like your life's spinnin in a big mud
When you're out there runnin around on a wild goose chase,
There's a reason to keep believin,
God don't make mistakes
Everybody said you gotta give it up
You can't keep that child, It's just too tough at seventeen, You're just a baby
Well she cried and she prayed, made up her mind
Said this beautiful life that's growin inside needs a chance to have a hand in God's plan
Everyone told her they'd never by, well he just turned sixteen
Made it straight to the top of his class, the captain of the football team
Yeah, there'll be
Dead ends and road blocks, Tough times and hard knocks
Seems like you're always wonderin why you're at the right place at the wrong time
Wheels movin but you feel stuck, like your life's spinnin in a big mud
When you're out there runnin around on a wild goose chase,
There's a reason to keep believin,
God don't make mistakes
Oh, there'll be
Dead ends and road blocks, Tough times and hard knocks
Seems like you're always wonderin why you're at the right place at the wrong time
Wheels movin but you feel stuck, like your life's spinnin in a big mud
When you're out there runnin around on a wild goose chase,
There's a reason to keep believin,
Keep believin!
God don't make mistakes!
Yeah, yeah
Oh, God don't make mistakes!
I liked tonight... I like a lot of nights lately I can't lie. But I had the day off today. Working at a bar at has fast and good looking bartenders on top of the fact that we also have 24 tables to serve you the best food in town... well lets just say that I work a lot. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't trade my job for anything short of owning my own bowling center... but sometimes you just need a day without the phone ringing asking you to come in and cover a shift or do other things that might need to be done.
I have met some really good friends there. The closest two being the Boss lady and my BBG BFF. honestly i don't know how I have lived without this this far in my life...lol.
Tonight I hung out with the new girl(mind you she's not like that girl from the show on fox after gLee or is she even that new. She is good friends with sister #1 and a friend from high school just new to being a good friend of mine) We made Brinner. (Breakfast for dinner). It was fun. We watched BBT (big bang theory) and talked out life. I talked about Mr. Bigglesworth being a good friend (better then I thought he would be {sorry if you read this HEHE}) She talked about the Mr. Its the little things. I talked about work. She talked about how she mastered sister #1's home made hash browns. I talked about sister #2's blog after the chapel and her new friend Speed and the new friends that might come stay with her. She talked about her friends new puppy and showed my photos that he sent her. We both talked about Pinrtest. its kinda sick I know. She talked about her X and I talked about Mr Doubtful.
We have done this before the whole cooking together thing. I get a CD to go with it. Fried Chicken, Pork Chops, and Now Brinner. The song I picked tonight is #20 off of the brinner CD. Its a good one. One that makes me think about my life. Where I was a year ago (living in Indian) two years ago (just moving out of he who shall not be named house) five years ago (working at the Kiwkie mart and living with he who shall not be named) I think that even with everything that I have been through I would not go back and change things (well not too much anyway) all the things that I really wish didn't happen made me the super person that I am. I might be my way or the highway on somethings (most things I know) But really would I be who I am If I wasn't? Lets just think about that.
Dead ends and road blocks, Tough times and hard knocks
Seems like you're always wonderin why you're at the right place at the wrong time
Wheels movin but you feel stuck, like your life's spinnin in a big mud
When you're out there runnin around on a wild goose chase,
There's a reason to keep believin,
God don't make mistakes
Oh, there'll be
Dead ends and road blocks, Tough times and hard knocks
Seems like you're always wonderin why you're at the right place at the wrong time
Wheels movin but you feel stuck, like your life's spinnin in a big mud
When you're out there runnin around on a wild goose chase,
There's a reason to keep believin,
Keep believin!
God don't make mistakes!
Yeah, yeah
Oh, God don't make mistakes!
I liked tonight... I like a lot of nights lately I can't lie. But I had the day off today. Working at a bar at has fast and good looking bartenders on top of the fact that we also have 24 tables to serve you the best food in town... well lets just say that I work a lot. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't trade my job for anything short of owning my own bowling center... but sometimes you just need a day without the phone ringing asking you to come in and cover a shift or do other things that might need to be done.
I have met some really good friends there. The closest two being the Boss lady and my BBG BFF. honestly i don't know how I have lived without this this far in my life...lol.
Tonight I hung out with the new girl(mind you she's not like that girl from the show on fox after gLee or is she even that new. She is good friends with sister #1 and a friend from high school just new to being a good friend of mine) We made Brinner. (Breakfast for dinner). It was fun. We watched BBT (big bang theory) and talked out life. I talked about Mr. Bigglesworth being a good friend (better then I thought he would be {sorry if you read this HEHE}) She talked about the Mr. Its the little things. I talked about work. She talked about how she mastered sister #1's home made hash browns. I talked about sister #2's blog after the chapel and her new friend Speed and the new friends that might come stay with her. She talked about her friends new puppy and showed my photos that he sent her. We both talked about Pinrtest. its kinda sick I know. She talked about her X and I talked about Mr Doubtful.
We have done this before the whole cooking together thing. I get a CD to go with it. Fried Chicken, Pork Chops, and Now Brinner. The song I picked tonight is #20 off of the brinner CD. Its a good one. One that makes me think about my life. Where I was a year ago (living in Indian) two years ago (just moving out of he who shall not be named house) five years ago (working at the Kiwkie mart and living with he who shall not be named) I think that even with everything that I have been through I would not go back and change things (well not too much anyway) all the things that I really wish didn't happen made me the super person that I am. I might be my way or the highway on somethings (most things I know) But really would I be who I am If I wasn't? Lets just think about that.
It is just after midnight thirty there so I guess I should say good night
But ever if you not a true believer please remember to
Have Faith (in something {anything for that matter Just something})
And to expect Miracles
:)
But ever if you not a true believer please remember to
Have Faith (in something {anything for that matter Just something})
And to expect Miracles
:)
Deuces
K*
K*
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Eyes open ~ Taylor Swift
Everybody's waiting
Everybody's watching
Even when you're sleeping
Keep your e-eyes open
The tricky thing
Is yesterday we were just children
Playing soldiers, just pretending
Dreaming dreams with happy endings
In backyards
Winning battles with our wooden swords
But now we've stepped into a cruel world
Where everybody stands and
Keeps score
Keep your eyes open
Everybody's waiting, for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching, to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes
Everybody's watching
Even when you're sleeping
Keep your e-eyes open
The tricky thing
Is yesterday we were just children
Playing soldiers, just pretending
Dreaming dreams with happy endings
In backyards
Winning battles with our wooden swords
But now we've stepped into a cruel world
Where everybody stands and
Keeps score
Keep your eyes open
Everybody's waiting, for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching, to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes
Keep your e-eyes open
So here you are
Two steps ahead, and staying on guard
Every lesson forms a new scar
They never thought you'd make it this far
Two steps ahead, and staying on guard
Every lesson forms a new scar
They never thought you'd make it this far
But turn around
Oh, they've surrounded with
A showdown
And nobody comes to save you now
But you got something they don't
Yeah you got something they don't
You just gotta keep your eyes open
Everybody's waiting, for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching, to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your eyes
Keep your feet ready
Heartbeat steady
Keep your eyes open
Keep your aim locked
The night grows dark
Keep your eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Everybody's waiting, for you to breakdown
A showdown
And nobody comes to save you now
But you got something they don't
Yeah you got something they don't
You just gotta keep your eyes open
Everybody's waiting, for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching, to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your eyes
Keep your feet ready
Heartbeat steady
Keep your eyes open
Keep your aim locked
The night grows dark
Keep your eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Everybody's waiting, for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching, to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
I love my life... no question, if I could would I change things? ... DUH who wouldn't but for the most part i truly love my life... i have good friend and a wonderful family ... honestly how many people can say they truly love their job, THIS GIRL LOVES HER JOB!!!
But I will always remember how hard I had to work to get here. I will always in the back of my mind remember the tears that lead to my happiness. I will never for get the friends (the old and new) that helped me get to where I am today. The best part is I'm happy. Its been a while since I could look at myself and see a real and true smile that was there from day to day without having to force it.
But I will always have my eyes wide open waiting for the rug to be pulled again.
I miss my family from the south. I miss The Coach The Champ and even The Creeper. I miss pretty boy and his sister. I miss Indiana... there I said it. But I LOVE being home;. Nothing can compare to being home.
Gotta have a shower before work...
Have Faith
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your e-eyes open
I love my life... no question, if I could would I change things? ... DUH who wouldn't but for the most part i truly love my life... i have good friend and a wonderful family ... honestly how many people can say they truly love their job, THIS GIRL LOVES HER JOB!!!
But I will always remember how hard I had to work to get here. I will always in the back of my mind remember the tears that lead to my happiness. I will never for get the friends (the old and new) that helped me get to where I am today. The best part is I'm happy. Its been a while since I could look at myself and see a real and true smile that was there from day to day without having to force it.
But I will always have my eyes wide open waiting for the rug to be pulled again.
I miss my family from the south. I miss The Coach The Champ and even The Creeper. I miss pretty boy and his sister. I miss Indiana... there I said it. But I LOVE being home;. Nothing can compare to being home.
Gotta have a shower before work...
Have Faith
Deuces
Thursday, February 23, 2012
We Found Love ~ Rihanna
Yellow diamonds in the light
And we’re standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive
It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go
And we’re standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive
It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
Shine a light through an open door
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind
It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
I love this song. I don't understand why some people think that this song is a love song. It clearly starts that she has to let it go. She loves him. Hopelessly true, but its not going to work out. This is how I feel about him. He who shall not be named. I loved him and most likely always will on some level but we didn't work well together. We were two different people. As much as I wanted it to work and as hard as I tried to make it work it never did. So the song that is in my head today and honestly has been for a while now it we found love. Because even if it didn't and couldn't work out we did love each other... and always will.
Have Faith
Deuce
K*
Have Faith
K*
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Get It Right ~gLee
What have I done
I wish I could run
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
But how many times will it take for me
To get it right
So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah I sent out wish
Yeah I sent up a prayer
Then finally someone will see how much I care
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Oh my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take
To get it right
To get it right
I wish I could run
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
'Cuz my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right
Can I start again
With my faith shaken
'Cuz I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay
And face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
And all that you touch tumbles down
'Cuz my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right
Can I start again
With my faith shaken
'Cuz I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay
And face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
But how many times will it take for me
To get it right
So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah I sent out wish
Yeah I sent up a prayer
Then finally someone will see how much I care
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Oh my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take
To get it right
To get it right
Who does that... moves 2 states away from both of their jobs
I do I guess
I do I guess
I moved back to WI. Here I am right now sitting in my mom and dad's house at the table. why am I doing that, mainly because I don't have a job. Don't get me wrong man I'm a CNA I will get a job but I haven't yet. It was really nice sleeping in. It was nice having lunch with my mom. I like hanging out with my family. I LOVE being home. I feel like this is more where I belong. even without a job I feel more at home then I ever did down south.
I love it here, and once I get a job and a car then my own place I will be golden!
Then I will have gotten it right!
Have Faith
Then I will have gotten it right!
Have Faith
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